Hi everyone i am a returning member i left in 2020 not just this website but left the lhp and paganism for two years i made my return in April of 2022 but i guess i should just start from where my story starts i got into magic and witchcraft and had a big interest in the early 80’s.

My family is mostly Christian so yes i am the black sheep in that way but other ways as well metalhead who was into horror films i cant say the year when i first did my first ritual i don’t really recall in the 80’s and 90’s i don’t think i took it seriously or not serious enough but the past 23 years i would say i have or have tried to but there have been bumps in the road.

I was all about the male energy i did not have one pagan goddess or LHP goddess and i just was not interested for reasons i won’t go into here so i was doing a fair bit of Lucifer rituals at the time and i was not getting any kind of movement i was thinking about quitting working with him when Lilith came crashing through that wall it was clearly something i was not Prepared for.

I tell you what i wish Lilith: Dark Feminine Archetype was around in 2009 i at last read it last year and was so glad i did it answered so many questions of things that had happened to me and my encounter’s with her since im a loner and a introvert i had no one to ask i don’t own that book but whenever i meet a Lilith devotee i tell them that’s the best book i ever read on her.

Lilith coming in kinda changed everything for me at the time even tho i would not light a candle in her name till 2019 im a libra pigheaded and stubborn the male gods got replaced with female ones for years my first time working with Lilith i did it for about 9-18 months not sure on the timeline and her energy there is just nothing like it.

The past 3 years i think i could write even more then i already did a lot has happened some good some bad that’s all for now.