Hey, so not sure how to formulate this without it being a discombobulated mess, so if it’s a mess I am sorry in advance. My current goals are looking into potential afterlives, spirit lovers, and the tradition of the golden dawn and chaos magic. The type of afterlife I crave It’s not really in any traditional religion or anything, Spirit Lovers I kind of have a soft spot for because what got me into this entire stuff was summoning succubi, I remember half-assing and botching a letter back when I was a really young teenager around like 15. Kind of glad I did fuck it up because all of the methods back then involved blood which I know is a bad idea now. Chaos magic intrigues me because it kind of makes some sense but I’ve also been a materialist atheist for about like 10 years now so I’m probably pretty biased in that regard, I’ve also had some weird paranormal experiences that always kept me somewhat open to the idea of the paranormal.