I am one who has been seeking for the truth of the “beginning” for some time now and I have finally reached the conclusion of our true mother and Goddess Tiamat. I honestly hate theorists and only respect the initiated who actually have the room and voice to speak on such matters and theories from personal experience. I am currently working with the sephiroth only because I know that the Prophet Alister Crowley would attest to building oneself and ones consciousness enough to hold, transmute, and wield the power of the Great Goddess Tiamat. I honestly believe this gnat that has been following me EVERY WHERE ( And I mean that literally) has been guiding me. I have never spoken to it nor do I hear voices of any kind but there are just times that I know things that I was never taught nor have studied myself. I am to finish the sephiroth and the 24 angles( not angels), and the 72 ShemHa, then proceed to the enochian current, Walk the gates, and then finally meet my mother Ol Great Tiamat through the John Dees Necronomicon and Asenath Mason’s “Grimoire of Tiamat”. I am very open for discussion with the initiated and the INITIATED ONLY!