Yberion Journal secound complete re-construction of Consciousness

Yberion · June 22, 2019, 11:35pm

Can someone post something in between please?

@Rav maybe?

@Micah, maybe you have some thoughts on this?

It feels strange,
to write so much in a raw,
and have no other person interrupt my monologe there. xD

Sorry,
i know it’s stupid.

But really,
I’d love to see at least someone showing up in between,
and writing something in here. xD

So please,
feel free to interject your thoughts on here,
because it kind of feels lonely currently,
writing away all of that,
without it seeming to be comprehended by someone. xD

Sincerely,

¥’Berioth

Yberion · June 22, 2019, 11:44pm

Lucifer-Anubis.

I fucking LOVE that depiction!!! xD

Definately gonna keep that for transformations as an animal form. xD

Damn,
i feel so staggering GOOOOOOOOD xD

UUhhh, i think some one is going mad against my bad neighbor. xD

Sincerely,

¥’Berioth

SHaDoWSToRM696 · June 22, 2019, 11:55pm

That aerokenesis looks familiar. When binding to objects those sorts of movements just happen, along with words and sounds that come out of the mouth I don’t comprehend.

Changing your personality why not have them all brother? Like martial arts of the personality. Add one at a time and adjust.

Know when to push, pull, attack, defend, move etc…
Though they just blueprints you could potentially create your own.

You helped them, why not make up a business card you could hand out. When people have results it gets around by word of mouth very quick.

Yberion · June 23, 2019, 12:20am

yeah, kind of where my mind went,
with “why not have a more personal, costum fit version.”

But,
to be quite honest,
i don’t even want all qualities in me.

It’s to much of a hustle.

To much stress for my body and mind to handle.

And i don’t need all forms in me either.

It’ll be good,
with the way i’m building it.

Through Toth,
and his Numinosis teaching i’ve recieved,
i can pretty much know anything instantaneously anyways.

And,
just because we’re touching that subject,
he even offers that training towards all other Balg members by now.

So if you want to check it out,
for yourself,
all instructions are given over there. xD

AAAND: THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR WRITING!!!
I love it man.

Thank you for coming over and giving me a note of yours there.

Much apriciated. xD

Sincerely,

¥’Berioth

Yberion · June 23, 2019, 12:22am

I know,
but i don’t see myself as a Magician for hire.

Never wanted to go there.

I’ve always seen myself as a teacher of Magick,
and indeed,
i learn best,
when i explain,
or teach others.

Toth says,
i recieved that beautiful gift from him aswell.

That i learn most efficient,
by teaching.

He says,
it’s a precous gem.
Only for those,
who really prefer great skill,
without unneccessary abuse of it.

Don’t know how that’ll sit with the board,
because we black magicians kind of do tend to abuse our power.

But he says,
very clearly,
that it’s a gift he gave to me.

Early.

Long before we merged.

Thank you Toth.

Thank you,
for sharing that with us.

<3<3<3

Sincerely,

¥’Berioth

SHaDoWSToRM696 · June 23, 2019, 12:46am

Set it up as soon as you posted it. First or second time I used it. I had a vision of a man in a white robe, showing me this book. The book was empty but words started to appear in it. He gave me this book as a gift. I need to delve further into it and see what happens. Found it very helpful. Thank you both.

I used to goto a new age shop years ago, where they taught what they called psychic circle. There are a few more places around that do that now. Every week they would teach different things.

Maybe that could be a option as well. You could teach what you want or feel you need to teach. Not sure if there’s anything like that in your area. You could always create it.

Rav · June 23, 2019, 1:10am

Well i kind of think that a person is beautiful and perfect as he or she is and the changes in one self takes place when “the shift” comes. The shift happens when you do what you like and what you want. This shift is very natural and armonic its when the whole universe runs through you, as within so without you, as above so below you and acompanies you merging the whole World to your person @Yberion

Yberion · June 23, 2019, 1:12am

Bro,
that’s perfectly executed.

Mind sharing that same Sigil in the Toth Topic???

Might be really helpful for those who’re looking to get into it.

And,
I can only confirm,
you must have done it RIGHT!

Because,
i’ve just seen something,
i didn’t believe possible to find in this world.

A Picture,
out of my home world:

Sincerely,

¥’Berioth

Yberion · June 23, 2019, 1:14am

Thank you so much for that suggestion.

yes,
i’ve had that idea aswell,
quite a while ago,
actually.

I refused to get into that,
because i assumed people would see it as a kind of Dojo or Cult setting,
and i didn’t want to get watered down into Paganism.

Sincerely,

¥’Berioth

Yberion · June 23, 2019, 1:15am

Thank you so much!!!
Beautiful Hermetics reminder.

Sincerely,

¥’Berioth

Yberion · June 23, 2019, 1:31am

Why Honey / Bee’s are so extremely powerful in Magick:

Hail Anubis!

Sincerely,

¥’Berioth

anon40900405 · June 23, 2019, 4:48am

Except, you guys can more than sure control it

Godspeed.

Yberion · June 23, 2019, 4:56am

yeah,
but that’s the point.

I like having my mind under control,
you know?

It’s seldom useful,
to completely be controled by primal instincts.

Even tho,
most animals are by far not as cruel as humans are.

But still.

Oh and regarding that “Godspeed”,
i read from you again…

"Light, thinks it’s the fastest traveler in the whole of the Universe.
yet, it is wrong.

Wherever Light goes,
Darkness is already there,
and waiting for it."

Sincerely,

¥’Berioth

Yberion · June 23, 2019, 5:00am

Not really sure if that one here really is for me.

…
But i’m looking into it,
i’ll see.

Okay, so Toth showed me those stupid banana’s back in my ritual today.

So he seems to clearly indicate,
that “curved” nature of Reality.

Which kind of makes sense,
when we look at the actual auras,
thoric fields,
merkaba etc.

So,
curved reality is the true shit.

Flat,
round,
etc.
are just simple misunderstandings,
and attempts for mortal minds,
to comprehend,
something they can’t cope with.

Alright got it.

Ok.

Thank you Toth.

Sincerely,

¥’Berioth

Yberion · June 23, 2019, 5:10am

Azazel said it.

“The world around you - which isn’t real at ALL!”.

Toth said it.

“It’s curved,
you’re just not getting it otherwise.”

Plato said it.
“The Cave Alegory”.

Hmmm,
i guess i have to agree,
yes.

I say it too.

The Universe,
is self-emergent.

Existing through consumption,
and re-creation.

The Natrual cycle,
of all life.

Seems to apply to the Universe aswell,
just in a different form.

And,
yeah indeed,
it explains a lot of Visions and insights i already had.

Of the Universe,
basically being a living Organism,
just vastly different from the form of Living we currently hold,
in here.

Sincerely,

¥’Berioth

Yberion · June 23, 2019, 5:45am

Thank you, Yif,
for answering my call,
for Blessing me,
and for your friendship.

Sincerely,

¥’Berioth

anon40900405 · June 23, 2019, 8:41am

Go on brother, you rock

Keteriya · June 23, 2019, 8:49am

Off topic but o had a strange dream about you.

Kept dreaming that I knew someone was after me and I was trying to secure the place I lived-an upstairs apartment with an elevator. I was able to get some locks like you would put on the inside of a garage door to keep it from opening.

I tried that but knew it wouldn’t last. Then I was in an auditorium type room and someone told me it was you that was after me that spelled your name with two y’s at the front. I asked if they meant it with one y. I started to text you then didn’t because I was afraid they were right.

Then I kept dreaming you were standing over my bed dressed in a black robe with a hood. I tried to wake up but felt sucked back into the dream. Then you were standing over me in a brown robe with a hood.

This repeated several times before I was finally able to break out of it and truly awake. I was scared af and got out of bed and made something to eat because I was sooooo sleepy I was sure I’d fall into the same dream cycle again.

Yberion · June 23, 2019, 11:29am

Dear Keteriya.

What you describe,
can pretty much only come down to one of 2 scenarios:

1.)
I was teaching you,
to prepare you of a real thread on you.

2.)
In case it really was me being the Thread,
i must have had a damn good reason for why i did that.

I was under SEVERE real attacks on me,
for at least half a year by now.

And quite recently,
i’ve made it through,
and successfully hit who-ever was attacking me.

I would really like to talk more about this.

Please switch over to having PM with me.

As far as i can tell,
it kind of could line up.

But there’s been so many false alarms,
by now i’ve grown extremely careful,
to avoid wrong targeting.

However,
i haven’t consciously read your name on the Forum before,
and my Army told me,
my true enemy was somewhat closer then i’d think.

(referencing,
that she’s a very advanced magus,
which to be quite honest,
my attacker must have been strong,
because hitting through like that,
on my level of Defense…

Is a respectable feat.

Sadly, not one that makes me have mercy on someone.
)

Sincerely,

¥’Berioth

Yberion · June 23, 2019, 12:54pm

Okay,
i think i’ve just found,
why you had dreams with me in it.

You requested to be mentored,
remember?

Hmm??

Nope,
that request wasn’t really from you,
initially.

Did you call on me?

This is increasingly looking odd.

Sincerely,

¥’Berioth