Hi,
Thanks for the opportunity to practice. Please forgive me for any error or inconvenience on my part.
What I see:
A lady with a headscarf is washing beans in the backyard. The house is simple and she is sad and worried. She suffered a lot.
Hot dry dust all around. A bottle of drink near a thirsty dog.
The reflection of a pentagram on a dark lake. The pentagram in the sky burns flames, the reflection doesn’t burn, it’s dull and cold.
Smell of lavender and shaving soap.
Too many numbers around you, and you keep writing more numbers, erase and write again, and keep writing…
What it looks like to me:
You are trapped in something you created yourself, you want to be free of this prison but you don’t know how to do it.
The more answers you receive, the more your spiritual doubts increase.
What you want you already have, it’s already with you, try to see with the eyes of the soul and not material senses.
Your biggest barrier is yourself and your tolerance with yourself is low, what you see in front of you is not what you expect, but what was given to you.
Accept it gratefully and you will be well rewarded.
You’re the type who breaks a crooked wall to rebuild again and always changes the materials and the way to build. Certain walls do not need to be redone but remain broken.
An unresolved issue with a man (maybe family) bothers you and even you hiding and ignoring this feeling haunts you.
It’s not your fault.
Many paths, some narrow and full of obstacles and others that lead nowhere. Choose just one and make this difficult path turn into a wide, comfortable road.
Good things are coming soon, accept it without anxiety.
Sorry for the way I wrote, today the influence was from angry demons.
My best wishes.