There doesn’t seem to be a whole lot of information on her. Can anyone point me to resources that can help me get started? Right now, I’m just meditating on a visual representation of her while reciting her name like an enn.
My immediate goal is to learn to get comfortable with feeling lust for extended periods of time, without any negative thoughts. But I do wonder if it’s disrespectful to constantly project lust when meditating on her. I mean, I certainly don’t mean any disrespect. But I would like to get your thoughts on the matter.
Hey, thanks for the link. Ceremonial magick really isn’t my thing, but there are elements in that working that I can incorporate into my meditation.
I probably am.
The main reason I’m doing this is to overcome negative conditioning and fears relating to lust. Most of the writing I have come across focuses too much on sex as a spiritual experience. These guys don’t say it outright, but there seems to be an underlying message that sex for the sake of pleasure is ‘bad.’
On the other hand,we have porn which is the opposite extreme. Porn also happens to be my main source of info about the actual act of sex. Since I have never had a real life sexual experience, I was kind of concerned that my expression of lust, which is based on porn and guilt, would be inappropriate.
With all of that said, things seem to be going fine. I’m getting a huge influx of energy in the sacral and solar plexus chakras during my meditation I’m also receiving an intoxicating feeling of sensual love, if that makes any sense. So I guess it’s all good, .
