Chapter 17
King Asmoday - A live wire of power
I need to get some things off my chest about this spirit. I’ve had some time to reflect on my experiences with him. This is not a story highlighting my success or greatness as a practicioner. No this was a humbling experience of being exalted and laid low. This is the full story of how it went down. Having my will manifest but still being played by a power I couldn’t and probably still can’t control. What can I say about King Asmoday… He’s… completely unique. He’s completely, unashamedly himself in all his glory. Truly King Asmoday is a power I’ve never known anything else like.
For the record Prince Orobas told me I wasn’t ready to evoke King Asmoday. I disregarded this warning to my extreme peril. It was kindness or amusement from King Asmoday that things didn’t get really sideways out of control.
I felt a wave boiling and building during the Asmoday enns chant it felt like that waters rose with my very words. I knew I was being heard, I knew the being on the other end of the line was just waiting to come through… loud and clear.
The enns reached a fevered pitch and finally I conjured to bring him through but truth was it wasn’t necessary he wanted to manifest and did so and I really don’t think what I was doing mattered that much. I wasn’t alarmed by this as I should have been. I thought it was natural given my abilities… hahahaha yeah …right. Ego and vanity hard at work…
He came with a majestic strength no other spirit I’ve ever worked with has matched. I don’t know if he did this just to shine me on or what but it worked. I fell into a state of trance, pleasurable exalted excited trance. A moment where nothing else existed in my temple. Just me and him…alone having a moment. I saw in my mind a face covered by a red face wrapping with two gold eyes glowing and piercing my soul. I said “Are you the King Asmoday?” “I am!”. Suddenly I felt small, fragile and insignificant in the cosmic scheme of things. This being in front of me is so old and powerful what am I? This was my prevailing thought.
I forgot at that moment that this was supposed to be a meet and greet. The spirit saw I was overwhelmed and siezed the initiative “why did you call me?”. “I wanted to know you.” I said. “No! Tell me why you called me!”. I felt he could see my very heart beating wildly in my chest. I was completely overcome with the desires of my inner heart. The kind of things you only tell to God and keep to yourself. I was very vulnerable at this moment. “Yes, tell me!” King Asmoday said. All self control was gone I stepped towards to seal in the triangle and told him my heart’s deepest wish. A selfish wish, a dark wish for a spirit that was far beyond my understanding of morality. “Yes, Yes you will have this, now complete this!”. I knew immediately he meant blood. I was completely lost to him. I stepped out of the circle and retrieved my lancet and gave him blood. As soon as I left the circle it felt like I touched a live wire. Like a jolt went through me. Exhilarating and terrifying. And then it was over.
I was in shock for several hours. Like I was drunk and high in something. With sleep it passed. The very next day my wish was granted to me on a silver platter. I shit you not. He was the real deal!
Now I look back at all the many mistakes I made during this evocation and I’m ashamed and embarrassed. I let him have his way with me completely. That is NOT how I practice magick. Results be damned that was unsafe and should have never happened. He could have had me in full blown possession and I’d have been fucked. Do not repeat or emulate what I did here. Not even for your deepest wish to come true. This was terribly dangerous. I got played like a fiddle.
This is why Prince Orobas told me I wasn’t ready for that. He was right. It took me down a couple pegs.
Now really I can’t bitch though. He did exactly what I asked him to do. If King Asmoday wanted to hurt me he could have done it in a lot of different ways. That’s not what he wanted. He is not an evil monster or a villain. He is however a power not to be underestimated. Not to be toyed with. Like I said hurting me wasn’t his goal, he wanted to express himself in my world. Boy did he…
I had a fantastic experience with him but it was humbling and troubling to me. It still is. Gotta say it was a real close call with a legendary spirit. Could have gone either way. It’d be real easy to tear apart my mistakes on this evocation but at that moment in time I made the choices I made.
Now when I evoke King Asmoday I keep it real clean and tight. I don’t allow or indulge myself any wiggle room in my own procedures. Hehehe.
I love King Asmoday, he just is what he is. You gotta respect his strength if you want to work with him safely. He’s not your bro or your bff he’s a mighty mighty efreet Djinn King. That’s all I want you to know.
