Tuesday, October 6th
Parkway Drive – Cemetery Bloom
I didn’t get the house to myself as long as I expected over the weekend just gone, so could not proceed with the handful of full evocations I had planned. 
It’s not the same when you have to whisper and creep around in silence. I was hoping to get three more full rituals in, not counting Friday’s ritual.
October 4: Orias evocation. Note to self: remain standing for the entire ritual next time
October 5: Agares petition.
Feeling quite neutral and a bit lazy at the moment. The neutrality is nice, I’ve been approaching a goal in a structured way with a number of different rituals and I’ve been so oversaturated with it that now I rarely think about it except in a vague “this is done” way with a little smile on my face. I cast a ritual and then put it out of my mind, and if I do happen to think of it, my mind just slides away from it. Again, I feel like I cannot take entire credit for this and it is in large part thanks to passively basking in Dantalion’s current.
I had another sleep paralysis episode a few days ago which was underwhelming; I remember waking and being unable to move, a little disconcerted, and then as I normally do, I call to King Belial. I’m still trying to recapture that one episode where I spontaneously experienced a bunch of his evocation keys. This time I simply heard voices whispering “Belial, Belial”; and then I drifted back to sleep, but I had the distinct memory of rolling over on my side and falling back to sleep, only to later awaken again and find that I was still (?) on my back. Damn it Veil, you really need to capitalise on these sleep paralysis episodes when they occur.
On the lazy side of things… I’ve started falling asleep while meditating. Silly. I need to meditate upright and make better use of my time.