so, summing it up, my fam is pretty damn spiritual on my mom’s side (no offense but for my knowledge only certain girls who are born sorta have this spiritual connection-ish?)
my great-great grandma was very spiritual and cristian. about my grandmother i don’t know.
and my mother is also very sensetive to negative energies (example, the house next door is being robbed in the night and my mom will wake up for seemingly “no reason” and won’t be able to go back to sleep until said thief is gone and has no intention of stealing etc.) my mother is fine with these abilities, bc they are minor.
with me however…
i have it worse… right now i can not control ANYTHING i have the feeling i’m constantly in a heap of energy, always tired (as in feeling old) but filled with energy and life at the same time.
i can in some occassions see 360° which is literally what is sounds like. i can see everything around me, inclusing behind, below, and above.
i am hyper sensetive for others emotions and negative emotions in general.
i almost soul traveled/teleported to another dimension (i have it posted in one of my earlier topics. and yes i am currently working on it.)
i can sometimes predict the future in such detail it’s almost scaring me. (this almost doesn’t happen, let’s say max 5-6 times a year?)
i once meditated and just clicked with the universe, it was crazy, i knew everything, everyone, and had access to all knowledge.
my mom say’s she’d rather not know everything but i am hungry for knowledge and to feel at peace within myself.
and since i have no friend’s to share this with, or tell my mother (she’d probably say i’m crazy… and send me away…or something.)
i’m putting this out there in case someone has experienced something similar and so that anyone that has had similar experiences can just…
i guess share knowledge of how to cope with it…
-byebye, random person reading this-