Well, thing is, I think something is off with the attunement, I get these strong thoughts, like commands, that lock me into various loops of thoughts.
While this IS diagnosed as OCD, the mental unhealth may in term serve as a symptom of something hijacking my sensitivity, and feed me information to hinder my function and work.
Yea, sure, I could just make something to fix this, which I am going to do as well, but I am asking if there is something I can do while I am doing it…because I will need to channel instructions for that piece, and getting multiple different answers followed by endless doubts is a little annoying.
I used to use this rather rudimentary talisman to drag everything together and hold it together, but the stones kinda had a falling out, so now the band is gone.
I also made this years ago, but it never saw any practical use, being a clumsy piece of shit, but it is a marvel of its time when it comes to my artificing.
While this may sound like utter madness and paranoid delusions, I know I have spiritual enemies, and this is a very tangible effect with a cause.
Since I am channeling, I can’t just close myself off, and as insanely ironic it may sound, it got way worse when I started to cleanse cords.
I swear, I am going to make multiple anchors this time, so that if one breaks, I can just replace it.