Since invoking angels and demons this morning

Intentional draw:
XXI The World acting thru Page of Pentacles upon 10 of Pentacles.
The first meditation I do is on the minor card. A happy family, an old man petting the two dogs. Simple but hospitable interior of a castle with moulding or carving on the walls, there is an archway leading outside. It is unclear what the old man is sitting upon, but then I notice the sigil.
It is a crescent moon with nodes facing up, and what appears to be a Trident cross type drawing affixed atop a square. I have to force myself to relax and breathe, and I notice my tongue is stuck curled up. I wonder if this is a gateway to Yesod or Tav.

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Next in line is the Court Card meditation, Page of Pentacles, earth of Earth. A feeling of gravity in a spin cycle, while he remains motionless, looking up to his upheld pentacle, adoring it. The wealth is in his hands.

Without having to look at the card to observe saturnian or earth influence, I see the key in my mind. Arrivals and departures. Wands in both hand implying creation of duality. Karmic as the four Ezekiel creatures look at the one in the wreath. The wreath is earthy, made up much like an ivy or Vine wreath tied with knots.

Moved onto meditation on 10 of Swords for Malkuth, not a pretty picture. A man of no noticable possessions, lying face down in a pool of blood, pierced with ten swords straight thru, from head to toe. Storm clouds gathering.

A feeling of nervousness, anxiety, fear, or dread, yet a feeling of hopefulness. The shell may be dead, the spirit or soul may not be dead.

A feeling of nervousness, anxiety, fear, or dread, yet a feeling of hopefulness. The shell may be dead, the spirit or soul may not be dead

Doing as Kraig says for the Tarot contemplation Ritual, making sure body is relaxed, breath is controlled, and three deep breaths before and after, jotting down afterward any feelings, thoughts, impressions of the card.

Now to see who the Goets and the Shems are for those two cards. And finish meditation with Cups and Wands.

The Ten of Cups. . seemingly a card if hope, optimism, encouragement, relief. A sparkly energy while gazing at the rainbow of cups. A nuclear family celebrates nearby land and house. A card of blessings

The Ten of Wands … A heavy but got to get to work vibe. Labor, building, work, debt, oppression. Had to take three hard breaths and pull myself back to grounded state. In slight trance due to weed and lack of sleep.

Now to browse the Goets and Shems to see what I felt.

Got the Goets, still looking up Shem angels for the tens
10 of Pentacles
18 Duke Bathin
54 Duke-Earl Murmur

10 of Swords
9 King Paimon
45 King-Earl Vine

10 of Cups:
36 Prince Stolas
72 Earl Andromalius

10 of Wands
27 Marquis-Earl Ronove
63 Marquis Andras

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Shem angels are-
Ten of Coins :
12 Hahahah
11 Lauviah

Ten of Swords :
65 Damabiah
66 Manager

Ten of Cups :
47 Asaliah
48 Michael

Ten of Wands :
29 Reiiel
30 Ornael

Shem Angels for Sept 26th:
#47 Asaliah, #48 Michael (Ps. 104:24, Ps. 98:2)

Will lookup all entries from now on.

Going to make a few cheatsheets for myself.

So the Shem angels particularly for today are:
#47 Asaliah
#48 Mihael

Today’s draw: IX Hermit (Virgo) acting through Ace of Swords (Spirit of Air) upon 6 of Swords (Mercury in Aquarius).
#39 Rehael
#40 Ieiazel
#68 King Belial
#32 King Asmoday

It seems that the chaos and the heated feet were due to the path of fire for the day, in how it fell on the court and minor card. I can see the reasons why the swords card popped up yesterday as well.
A new day.
Continuing the series of the major drawn and the shuffled and drawn court and minor, we have today, the Sun XIX (Sol), acting thru King of Wands (Fire of Fire) upon the 4 of Wands.
The Shem and Goets are:

53 Nanael
54 Nithael
03 Vassago
39 Malphas

Invoked all four through invocation. To teach me about them and their office. So that thus I may know more about God.

A very fiery day. In between orders 53 and 54 was a lot of healthcare folks. Found out I’m not doing too bad at work.

Next drawing tomorrow.

7 OF SWORDS - Lord of Unstable Effort- Luna Aquarius
20"-30" of Luna. Parts Phoenix, Hydra, Reticulum and Eridanus.

Moon in Aquarius, 20"-30". XLI. The Lord of Unstable Effort.
7 OF SWORDS
Two hands as before, each holding swords. A third hand holds a single
sword in the centre. The points of all the swords do just touch one another,
the central sword not altogether dividing them. The rose of the previous
symbols of this suit is held by the hand which holds the central Sword, as if
the Victory were in its disposal. Above and below Luna and Aquarius. (In the
small cards, the Lunar Decans are always represented by a crescent on its
back.)
Partial success, yielding when victory is within grasp, as if the last reserves
of strength were used up. Inclination to lose when on the point of
gaining through not continuing the effort. Love of abundance, fascinated by
display, given to compliment, affronts and insolences, and to detect and spy
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on another. Inclined to betray confidences, not always intentional.
<169> Rather vacillating and unreliable, according to dignity as usual.
Netzach of Vav. (Journey by land, in character untrustworthy.)
Herein rule Michael and Hahihel.

Shems angels:
Futility
41. Hahahel
42. Mikael
41. Hahahel
Against the impious, slanderers. Governs Christianity. Greatness of soul, energy. Consecrated to the service of God.
42. Mikael
For safety in travel. For the discovery of conspiracies. Concerned with political affairs, diplomatic.
41. Hahahel
2nd verse of Psalm 120: “Deliver my soul, O Lord, from lying lips, and from a deceitfujl tongue” (Domine libera animam meam a labiis iniquis et a lingua dolosa).
42. Mikael
7th verse of Psalm 121: “The Lord shall preserve thy going out and thy coming in from this time forth, and even for evermore” (Dominus custodit te ab omni malo; custodiat animam tuam Dominus).

Goetic Demons:
33 GAAP PRESIDENT/PRINCE 200-300 Aquarius (day)
February 9-18 SEVEN OF SWORDS MERCURY-MERCURY JUPITER-TIN
The Thirty-third Spirit is Gaap. He is a Great President and a
Mighty Prince. He appears when the Sun is in some of the
Southern Signs, in a human form, going before four great and
mighty Kings, as if he were a guide to conduct them along on their
way. His office is to make men insensible or ignorant. But he can
also make one knowledgeable in philosophy and liberal sciences.
He can cause love or hatred, also he can teach you to consecrate
those things that belong to the Dominion of AMAYMON his King.
He can deliver Familiars out of the custody of other Magicians,
and answer truly and perfectly of things past, present, and to come.
He can carry and re-carry men very speedily from one kingdom to
another, at the will and pleasure of the Exorcist. He rules over 66
Legions of Spirits, and he was of the Order of Potentates.

69 DECARABIA MARQUIS 20°_30° Aquarius (night)
February 9-18 SEVENOFSWORDS LUNA-SILVER
The Sixty-ninth Spirit is Decarabia. He is a Great Marquis. He
appears in the form of a star in a pentacle at first; but after, at the
command of the Exorcist, he puts on the image of a man. His
office is to discover the virtues of birds and precious stones, and to
make the similitude of all kinds of birds to fly before the Exorcist,
singing and drinking as natural birds do. He governs 30 Legions of
Spirits.

XVIZI. Queen of the Thrones of Earth.
QUEEN OF PENTACLES
A woman of beautiful face with dark hair, seated upon a throne, beneath
which is dark sandy earth. One side of her face is dark, the other light, and her
symbolism is best represented in profile. Her attire is similar to that of the
Queen of Wands. But she bears a winged goat’s head as a crest. A goat is by
her side. In one hand she bears a sceptre surmounted by a cube, and in the
other an orb of gold.
She is impetuous, kind, timid, rather charming, great-hearted, intelligent,
melancholy, truthful, yet of many moods. Ill-dignified, she is undecided,
capricious, foolish, changeable. Rules from 20" Sagittarius to 20"
Capricorn.
Water of Earth. Queen of Gnomes.
Queen of Pentacles. Rules from Ecliptic to 45’ North Latitude and
from 20" of Sagittarius to 20" of Capricorn.
Star Group. Top of head, neck and horns of Capricorn, left hand of
Aquarius, the man who carries the Water, the whole of Aquila, the Eagle, the
greater part of Delphinus, whole of Sagitta, the Arrow, forefeet and body of
Vulpecula the Fox, and the tail of the Cygnet which he seizes.

10.Wheel of Fortune. Good fortune and happiness (within bounds), but
sometimes also a species of intoxication with success, if the cards near it bear
this out. Jupiter. Kaph. Kether.
X Wheel of Fortune. In the Etz Chayim, or the Tree of Life, the Wheel is
placed on the Pillar of Mercy, where it forms the principal column linking
Netzach to Chesed, Victory to Mercy. It is the revolution of experience and
progress, the steps of the Zodiac, the revolving staircase, held in
<213> place by the counterchanging influence of Light and Darkness,
Time and Eternity-presided over by the Plutonian cynocephalus
below, and the Sphinx of Egypt above, the eternal Riddle which can only be
solved when we attain liberation. The basic colours of this Trump are blue,
violet, deep purple, and blue irradiated by yellow. But the zodiacal spokes of
the wheel should be in the colours of the spectrum, while the Ape is in those
of Malkuth, and the Sphinx in the primary colours and black.

XVIZI. Queen of the Thrones of Earth.

QUEEN OF PENTACLES

A woman of beautiful face with dark hair, seated upon a throne, beneath

which is dark sandy earth. One side of her face is dark, the other light, and her

symbolism is best represented in profile. Her attire is similar to that of the

Queen of Wands. But she bears a winged goat’s head as a crest. A goat is by

her side. In one hand she bears a sceptre surmounted by a cube, and in the

other an orb of gold.

She is impetuous, kind, timid, rather charming, great-hearted, intelligent,melancholy, truthful, yet of many moods. Ill-dignified, she is undecided,

capricious, foolish, changeable. Rules from 20" Sagittarius to 20"

Capricorn.

Water of Earth. Queen of Gnomes.

Queen of Pentacles. Rules from Ecliptic to 45’ North Latitude and

from 20" of Sagittarius to 20" of Capricorn.

Star Group. Top of head, neck and horns of Capricorn, left hand of

Aquarius, the man who carries the Water, the whole of Aquila, the Eagle, the

greater part of Delphinus, whole of Sagitta, the Arrow, forefeet and body of

Vulpecula the Fox, and the tail of the Cygnet which he seizes.

10.Wheel of Fortune. Good fortune and happiness (within bounds), but

sometimes also a species of intoxication with success, if the cards near it bear

this out. Jupiter. Kaph. Kether.

X Wheel of Fortune. In the Etz Chayim, or the Tree of Life, the Wheel is

placed on the Pillar of Mercy, where it forms the principal column linking

Netzach to Chesed, Victory to Mercy. It is the revolution of experience and

progress, the steps of the Zodiac, the revolving staircase, held in

<213> place by the counterchanging influence of Light and Darkness,

Time and Eternity-presided over by the Plutonian cynocephalus

below, and the Sphinx of Egypt above, the eternal Riddle which can only be

solved when we attain liberation. The basic colours of this Trump are blue,

violet, deep purple, and blue irradiated by yellow. But the zodiacal spokes of

the wheel should be in the colours of the spectrum, while the Ape is in those

of Malkuth, and the Sphinx in the primary colours and black.

Called off so couldn’t test this

Draw:
Major Key:- V Hierophant Taurus Hearing/Sound Religion/Authority
Court Card:- Page of Swords Earth of Air Rules Capricorn to Pisces.
Minor Card:- 2 OF WANDS Dominion. Mars in 1-10 Aries.
Shem: Vehooel, Denayel.
Goet: Bael, Phenex

Walked into the sore like I owned it. Had purchasing power. Didnt care about my appearance.

Walked by several people unacknowledged.
Numbers 1, 37
Hmm. Time to look at the angels.

Thank you King Bael and Marquis Phenix for rising me up out of the ashes and presenting me with a new job opportunity!