When I first saw this thread I thought,“Well I haven’t experienced anything scary, have I?” I couldn’t think of anything that scared me, if nervous jitters are counted then I usually have them before I do any ritual or spell.
But seeing the talk about premonitions, I have a few things I’d like to share:
When I was working with Lord Belial, nearing the end I felt him call me. He saw me the biggest thing that would bind me, that was holding me back and sometimes still does. A week after that, I started getting premonitions, or gut feelings for the lack of a better word, of my own life.
Big, major, things. With the information of when they’ll happen. I didn’t brush them off, because I could feel those in my body to simply go about my day.
There were I think, 3.
One, of me cutting ties.
Two, of me getting married (which I believe is not in the mundane)
Three, of death of people close to me by blood.
The first and third are relevant every single moment. I was talking to one of the people included in the premonition. They were talking about how we would go somewhere in some years and I immediately whispered to myself,“It’s sad I’ll have to leave you behind.” I didn’t conciously say it, I caught myself off guard and was disturbed by it for quite some time. Everything that they imagine, I see it crumbling before it manifests in the physical. It’s odd, it’s creepy. And because the shortest time for any manifestation to occur is 3-5 years, it’s even more difficult to deal with it.
This interested me as I often have post evocation dreams of myself in a wedding dress when having experiences with King Belial. The other common one is of Black whirlwinds. Both are not just dreams but lucid and weird.
People too often underestimate angels. We go back to, 'the reason they say “fear not” in the bible. I’ve only called on Raphael and felt Michael’s energy, but I’ve heard some terrifying things about working with them. I’m looking to learn more about them and do more angelic evocations, but I think I want to dip my toes deeper into Ceremonial before then.
Thanks for sharing @Onion , I think you guys (@Onion@anon37411930@anon4083462) have really made me feel better about my own premonitions through reading this. Premonitions, in my experience, can be fucked up and make you feel fucked up.
I’ve also caught myself before. Not talking to the person who it was about, but people we share relationships with.
I can imagine. I usually get a warning the night of or a day out.
I wanted to say this today but felt like I would clutter the thread. I certainly feel the same. Thank you for opening this thread and the others for giving us their experiences.
After the 7th straight day and straight after the final closing ritual of the Draconic initiation (from Asenath Mason’s Draconic Ritual Book) I got up in almost complete darkness, walked over to the lightswitch, turned it on to see a real black snake right at my foot. It was not there prior to the meditation, nor had I ever seen a snake inside or outside of this property (that I lived on for 2 months). It crept away and I later learned it’s one of the deadliest snakes in the entire region.
I had a very scary ritual experience when I was first learning on my own 21 years ago.
I somehow got it in my head that I wanted to conjure up earth elementals, gnomes rather to help me with money and finances.
Everything was going fine until the supreme invoking ritual of the pentegram.
I felt a surge of energy when reciting the enochian component of the ritual and then all around my circle I felt little things trying to get past my circle and get to me. I felt an immediate feeling of dread. My arms went weak and I started sweating profusely.
I managed to banish whatever it was that came through from my calling but it scared the bejesus out of me. I theorize it was some kind of parasite generating fear to feed from. Or it could have been pissed off little gnomes idk .
I can tell you one thing, I never tried that again the same way and I didn’t have shit for money for an entire year.
I was very sick with Covid 19 and outside it was raining. At evening while i’m sleeping i saw AA Metatron near my bed putting his hand over my head (i feeled the pression in my head) and i see my body in the middle of a circle of light with a lot of white shining hexagrams inside. And Metatron say: Don’t be afraid son. I’m Metatron. When he finished the word “Metatron” A thunder fall into the backyard of my house. I awake very consterned for the situation. The week before this situation i worked with him with Sephirotic Magic… I don’t know if he saved my life, but it’s probably.
Halloween 2020 had a pretty dense energy, I had crazy experiences on that day too, not crazy enough to mention as it was very personal. I just remember the day very well and how unstable the energy was.
The craziest experience I had with ritual was through someone else, also with Sitri. A “friend” of mine evoked Sitri secretly behind my back while I was sleeping. Before sleeping I had casted extra protection around me, I don’t even know why I did that but I must have felt I needed it, I evoked Hekate, Lilith and Medusa to protect me. Something I had never done in that form before, mostly through drawing and silent mind magick as I already had a strong connection to all deities. Half an hour into my sleep, my friend suddenly stood next to my bed, totally pale and in great fear and distress, asking me to cleanse them immediately. From his face I knew it was serious, and because I am an energetic healer I got to work immediately and felt his lower back area mostly affected. While I was healing this area a face of a bull suddenly looked at me very angrily, and I had to put additional effort and strength into removing whatever got stuck into their body. My friend was sitting as weak as a cooked spaghetti and it took me a solid 5 min of energetic struggle before I removed it, and they instantly cleared up and looked better. I asked them what happened, and they looked down, saying that they did not know. My suspicion brought me to the bathroom, where upon opening the door, I saw a huge snake going around, not a “real” one but an etheric one, which made me remember the protection work I did and got me even more in WTF mode… Then behind the sink I found the Seal of Sitri, and I stormed out asking him what this was supposed to mean? They said they did a ritual with Sitri but that it went wrong and Sitri went for attack instead, that they almost passed out, and felt tortured by the presence and thought they were going to die. To me it wasn’t that scary but seeing someone in so much fear was definitely an experience.
My personal scariest experience was with an angel that I won’t go into detail with and when I took Belial away from another magician who did work against me. He came in my dream the same night and there I stood face to face with Belial and his face was pitch black. When I saw him something switched in me though, and an anger I havent felt in a long time arose, I went eye to eye with him, pressing my forehead into his and saying a bunch of spells and words I don’t even know consciously and also do not remember. Upon saying those words, Belial said: I see what you are doing! since then he is on my “side” and not my enemy anymore. If anyone has any information on what it could be that I was saying that would be great
The actual scariest experiences of my life were without evocation and were just general djinn attacks and countless spirit and ET encounters as a child where I had no control over. At one point it was a daily thing and my room was just full with freezing wind all the time.
Sounds like my Halloween 2020 but without the “attack” part. Sitri was actually really kind to me in light of what happened, but he also asked to be called that night. The more of y’all’s stories I read the more I consider maybe Sitri was the one with the super freaky energy that night…
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