You gave an amazeing scan. I’m going to try and give you a good one as best as i can in this nosiey atmosphere
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I need some time before I do any scans right now. <3 I’ll send you a reply in a bit if you still want one, but don’t hesitate to work with others.
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Anyone can scan me pls i will return my best
I see a tall dark figure observeing from beyond this reality. With three other figures who ill say are mentors. Because they are giving advice on what peices he should move on this board thats earth. His face is a skull, it reminds me of a sterotypicial death. I feel a strong connection to nature magick. Anything thats very natural, like strong wiccan roots or similar.
Hes in conflict with his self. And i see many faces changeing in the skull as he struggles to maintain. He fell over and this dysfunction bleeds out to places he didn’t want to touch or taint.
In another time frame. He has what i think sre runes on his arms as he pets a cat. His fur is hazzle and his eyes are green.
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Am I too late for a scan?
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Nope you are not. Will get to you soon…
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Um the short answer is wow! the long version is…
This part about having three main mentors is indeed very accurate and true, sure I workw ith other entities but these three beings are my main sources as of right now. All demonic in nature, they give me a lot to do sometimes it becomes almost too much to handle.
As for the face of the godform holds true that’s pretty much what I’ve seen like the picture with the avatar with the face of a skulle except that it has long sharp horns gnarly horns.
I can agree to certain, opening runes and diving things through water and fire and using the elements in that regard has always come very easy for me, along with black magick relating to nature and mixing ingredients is various ways, I just know which ingredients to take and to shape and form into something that works.
Interesting and to an extent I do have “personas”/masks I show to the world around me reserving most of what I do to a loved or to an extent show here on BALG or whenever its appropriate. The last about not wanting to taint my magick has to do with that I want it to be genuine and real as in I can some times feel doubt and confusion if like many practioners, indeed was successful with something when I infact was, in addition it sometimes I feel as my magick manifests in ways along with my masks in a none desired way at first but usually leads to somethig better.
I think this has yet to come to pass, as I’ve yet to fully immerse myself into the norse current. The part about the cat… what did it look like by the way?
Amazing job so far.
And okay good i wasnt sure if i was still spot on considering where im at right now. Amd It has bushy fur. Its someone who is a confort for you i think. I thought about it and i got this being sucked in feeling. But not afraid, its a warm and kindhartrd energy.
Hey do u think you could go furter about the white cheetha. I fount a god that relates to her. But I’m not sure what it means about me. Me and my girl are trying to figure it out. She says she feels power coming from it
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This thread suddenly blew up again, lol.
@Tattersail if no one else will scan you I will when I get home from work like 6 hours from now lol and anyone else left hanging
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I might be able although I am not sure I’ll PM you to not clutter the thread anymore than necessary.
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yasss dad
I can exchange scans with you, if you’re still willing to.
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Sure thing, want to start? I’ll of course return the favor.
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Are you willing to try something other than a scan?
Oke. 
Just give me some time to tune in.
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Sure thing, what do you need?
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Sending you a pm
I’ll share all details. (heh, it’s long)
I went into my meditation - I was going down the golden stairs with deep breaths at every step. I called my “inner guide” (the spark of my higher self) to lead me to your source. I usually went down after 10 steps, but when I crossed the black wall at the end of the stairs, I found myself again on the beginning. I asked my inner guide what’s going on.
My guide: You must cross 30 steps more before you go there.
Me: What? Why?
My guide: Because it’s deeper than you think. Go and I will direct you there after.
I didn’t quite understand but I continued. After 20 steps I felt like something was watching me and I saw an eye - the eye was in the dark and it looked tired but at the same time very vigilant. It seemed like it knew that I go to your source and it accepted that. The eye disappeared somewhere in the shade and I was standing over the precipice (at the end of the golden stairs).
My guide: Jump.
I felt kinda… strange. I looked around and I had a feeling like something really dark would meet me there. Like … it’s hard to explain. It was not evil nor bad just “dangerously hiding in silence”. I can’t specify it differently. My guide started to rush me so I jumped. I can’t describe this feeling of falling totally - It was more as if I was swimming in darkness but then I felt very hard down, as if something attracted me to the ground very, very hard. I was lying on the gray sand - quite suffocating. I got up and saw that I was in a rather gloomy place. I was surrounded by branches of black trees that formed a sort of labyrinth like in the garden. Dark clouds were rising in the air like fog… and, well, it was a gloomy place, for sure, but I would say more like “strange” anyway. I went through this gray sand and it was really soft and dirty like ashes. (huh, maybe it was dust) It interested me very much, so I asked my guide what is this. It answered something like;
My guide: This is what was left of what it was.
Me: Can you explain?
It didn’t say to me any word but suddenly I felt that it was something related to passing away and transforming the past. My consciousness didn’t completely process it. To be honest, when I saw the face of my guide - it was looking at me, like it knew I wouldn’t understand it fully. So, we went further to look for your godself, but I went over and over again. (Idk. I think I got lost there xd) I was feeling like your godself was watching me all the time, but it didn’t want to show up. I heard dark murmurs occasionally - I tried to follow them, but nothing more was happening.
Me: I don’t know where it is. I am not good at these games.
My guide: (laugh) Do you want to find it in it’s place? I think it has already found you.
I stopped.
Me: O shit. Indeed.
I already knew what to do and I sat on the sand/ashes. I didn’t do anything, just tryna to feel your godself the best I could:
Your godself for me felt more like “it” not male polarity nor female. Very old - it seemed to me that I even saw and old man with black eyes, but it was just a picture to show this age, I think. Gatherer - this word was in my mind all the time but I’m not sure what it’s about. I couldn’t come to this. Strong spirit, serious, dark but I wouldn’t say really evil - more like “You will try to light a fire, I will inflame hell”. Better not to piss it off. It knows that suffering has it’s price and it has no fear. I felt like your godself has something related to time - maybe it has control over this or maybe something else.
That was everything I could feel. Generally, I’m feeling weird after this but it was ok.
What do you think about this? Do you feel any similarity?
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Going off what i felt earlier about his godform. I feel liked hes a primordial. Something that lies out of existence all together.
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