New journal-ish post, very interesting week.
I never had the ‘chance’ to practice healing magic on myself while I am sick, before. In my life I was always very sensitive to illnesses, I was ill only once or twice a year but when I was, it nailed me to the bed for weeks and it was always quite the experience. Sometimes I even felt a strange form of happiness in very high fevers, like time didn’t exist anymore and there was just me and going on like water, shapeless but content of being itself, almost like a trance I suppose.
A week ago a relative came sick, and transmitted it to every other relatives including myself. Either covid or flu. It took a bit of time incubating and I started to have symptoms, red inflammated contour of the eyes, coughing, dry throat, blocked nostrils etc. I took no medication whatsoever, I usually prefer to let it all to my immune system to handle.
Then I used two things:
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A rune I carved inside a sturdy beach stone I took on vacation a year or two ago, with a hammer and a pointy iron end, it was a new thing for me to carve anything but it was a nice experience. The rune of the Elder Futhark that I use is associated with protection, not sure if it extends to illness or just curses etc but I used it for that purpose as well.
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The mantra of Archangel Raphael I used based on Lady Eva’s thread: Raphael mantra - success story
I also did a little bit of visualization paired with glossolalia/barbarous words of power etc for the recovery and being ‘immune’ to the illness. And now i’m the least sick of my relatives despite others using and having bought medication. My fever and other symptoms only lasted a day or two tops, and now despite feeling intuitively i’m still sort of sick, I don’t have the symptoms anymore and i’m clear of mind. Usually when I get a flu it lasts a week, here it lasted a day or two thanks to magic.
I also did a MAP coning yesterday night, met with my MAP team though I didn’t really attempt too much communication, though I did feel objects attached to me during the “scanning” session which is supposed to be the first in the MAP program. Session lasted an hour but I wonder if they didn’t finish a little before the end of the hour. I started shifting position a bit since it became a bit uncomfortable to lie on my back unmoving and I was struggling not to fall asleep since it was a little late in the dark, but it went well otherwise, I thanked them and closed the conning after.
Can’t wait for further sessions with them to see the results.
And update on Spirit to cancel an event! Seere managed to cancel it! Or at least, make sure I did not need to attend this ‘mandatory’ event. I am still uncertain if he cancelled the event itself, or, more likely, made sure that I did not receive a notice of meeting thereby technically not forcing me to head there myself. I did tell him that whatever the means I don’t mind so long as it’s cancelled/I don’t need to head there. Since Goetic demons use the path of least resistance that’s why I find this option more likely. Thank you Seere! Well I also did thank him visualizing sending the gratitude through his sigil I drew by hand for the evocation.
I almost forgot, I also did a sort of test maybe two days ago to practice remote viewing (can it be considered as such?).
I used a spinning wheel of either ‘yes’, or ‘no’. I did it 100 times, and tried essentially to practice feeling the information with my eyes closed.
The way I did it is that I extended my right index and major, and visualized sending energy at the screen (I did the wheel on the computer), and as it goes back at me, I would feel either a finger or the other more, one finger associated with yes, another with no. Since I have a decent clairsentience I thought it would be a nice test to try out.
Out of 100 tries, I had 64 right guesses out of 100. I refined the method on the go and had better result in the middle part of the test, the early part was kind of meh, so I find it plausible I could have achieved a little higher if I did the same method earlier. The test was quite long, I think I used 30 minutes or maybe an hour of it.