As the title says, I went through my first invocation with Nahemah last night. It was Friday the 13th as well as a full moon, so I figured it would be a great time to work with my first spirit. I’d say it went well enough, feel free to ask me any questions about it or give opinions or insight.
What rituals were you involved in and how did they go?
Did an overdue Recelling in my temple/bedroom before performing a variant of Freya’s Initiation rite in Heathen.
I had been planning to perform Odin’s, but passing up doing Freya’s on Freya’s Day under a full moon on the 9th month of 2019 at 3:33 AM (3+3+3=9) was a BIT hard to ignore the synchronicity. The only thing that would’ve made it better is if this all happened on the 9th, but I think she and Odin were making me think about these rites starting on that day because they knew this was coming.
I did rituals involving King Paimon, Orias, Dantalion, Sallos & Bune. Separate issues, except for Dantalion & Orias, same issue, different approach for each.
I also just summoned Belial just to thank him for being there for me & offered blood, which I’ve never done before.
I used so much of my energy, & after all was said and done and I closed everything out, I got sick & threw up. Something I’ve never done…,but I felt things went well.
That’s neat, mind sharing a summary of the breakthrough? Psychic vampirism is a topic I’ve been keeping an eye on. I’d like to begin working with it eventually, after I’m proficient with some of the things I’m currently working on
You can read it in my diary (currently in lounge mode, you should be able to have access to it as soon as you’re a regular ) . I actually discovered that I am able to feed from…well, noises. Which is convenient, since I had always my problems with the classic concept of vampirism. I will follow this trace further, since it feels like the right thing to do
An year ago Lilith told me to invoke her “giving” myself to her, swearing of obeying and serving her in everything, if I wished her lunar initiation. I’m doing so these days, alas, at the time I hesitated.
I performed my “dedication by rain” that I have shared here on the forum that morning after an episode of maddness that showed the festering wounds of my personality that has been holding me back. It was a spring board for tonight’s ritual to destroy those parts of myself