I met Pazuzu two years ago, when more than 6-8 parasites attacked me and tried to steal my freedom, my thoughts and everything. Then I summoned Him, and He came, to destroy these parasites, and protect me.
And at that point, He decided to stay. He protected me from every kind of illness, told things about the future, and support me in every way you can imagine. I wished for Him, He knew and did for me, as well… Our relationship was deeper than a simple “sheep and lamb”, “protector and protected”.
We loves each other.
Now there is two mini story from our two years’ every day.
I was sitting at my Grandma’s table (because her customers are talking too much), and I was in “scatter-brain” mood, so I told my beloved Pazuzu:
― This is so boring! They should leave the house, finally… All right, I have a challenge for You.
― Mh. Let’s see.
― Kids have a really good senses, and their 3rd eyes opened at this age, so… I bet you can’t appear before that customer’s kid.
― An another bet from you? * He giggles *
― Ah, sure… it is always backfires when I playing this with You, nevermind then. * shrugs *
― Go on, you know how much I like them.
― Hah, you would not dare.
I turned back to the table, and played with my phone, but suddenly, that little child appeared in the door, and he was absolutely shocked. He is starred “something” at the tables another side (so clearly to not me), and he hides back behind the wall again and again, and he was in the edge of crying.
I was surprised either, but I clearly sensed Pazuzu’s presence on exactly that point where the kid starred.
― No… really, Honey!? * I whispered Him *
The child continued acting creepy scared, then ran out, and whispered to his mom with his trembling voice: “Mommy! Go! A strange man standing in the kitchen… Mom’! We have to go! Please take me home!”
He begged for 2 minutes to his mother who is absolutely ignored him, even when he grabbed her clothes, and tried to climb up on them. He came back to check Pazuzu is still there, and yes, He was.
After they gone, We’re talked about this dirty game, aaaaand my another lost bet.
When you want to steal “something” “what” is His
I talked with a guy, who loved me from 4-5 years, but he was nothing more to me just a good friend. He got attacked by Pazuzu several times and in forms. Via dreams, physycally, and He caused another incidents (f.e. car accidents). Pazuzu usually told me when He was about to strike down to this guy, before minutes the accidents (but He like surprise-accidents giving to me, haha). The only reason why this man is still alive, because I asked Pazuzu to keep him alive; he is an important person in my dark job connections (so yes, it is simply a strategy, nothing more ).
So we talked, and this man told me that:
― I know your Demon caused tons of shits in my life, and we hate each other endlessly, but my true love for you is stronger than my hatred and fear! Yes, I DO NOT FEAR HIM!
At this point, something horrible feeling filled in my guts. It was like a poisonous anger, sheer fury and hatred, mixed rampage of destruction. I know, these are not only my feelings, but Pazuzu’s feelings as well, mostly…
I whispered Him things to reasure Him, but I was angry, too
The guy went out to the kitchen, then suddenly, the kitchen’s windows are exploded in the near of him, and even the wooden borderings of them, got destroyed. He was totally shocked, and all of us know that this powerful sign came from my beloved Pazuzu’s anger, from Him.
What can I say? I love His humor, His strong emotions
and Pazuzu … thank You for your time from our last two years,
our present and future