Greetings, how long have you been exploring magick for?
Please be careful, most people on here are just active and busy magicians or students of magick, but predators exist here as with any other community.
You’ll do better to learn from public forum posts, until you know enough to give any advice the sniff-test and see if it’s actually someone grooming you, or trying to exploit you. I’ll be sending you a PM shortly with a big load of beginner info in, meanwhile, you can start here: