I thought I’d give you guys a couple of updates. Let’s go through the list-
Update on working with Bune:
This went very well! So after the mild ptsd that Agares nearly gave me a few years back, I’ve been rather hesitant about working with the Goetia. You guys can see above that I’ve tried a couple of times to no avail. This was not the case with Bune. I’m quite pleased to say this, but she literally pulled money out of thin air. I asked her for around 600-800 dollars. And guys, my bank gave me $600. SO THANK YOU DUCHESS BUNE!
I usually let Fehu handle any money-related stuff, but I think I want to start working with Bune and build a relationship.
If there are going to be updates, always expect an update on Loki
So I got very close to OBE astral projection. Like at one point, I was hovering above my body, looking down at it while still being relatively conscious of my actual body. Weird feels man. Anyways, then Loki decides now’s the time to chuckle loudly in my ear. It then felt like someone was running their fingers along my forehead. It tickled so much and I tried to just ignore it.
I couldn’t focus after that. That’s the clearest I’ve heard him so far. I’ve really been struggling with clairaudience. When I was a teen, this skill came so easily. After lacking in actual practice for years, the ability has waned.
Honestly, I’m more hyped about the fact that I could hear Loki laugh so clearly that the astral projection side of excitement is overshadowed a bit.
Now I will make note that I’m assuming it was Loki. I was trying to project, I didn’t specifically contact him with my pendulum. But I meditated for a moment and kind of sent out a “hey, going to give this a shot!” message to him and then began trying to relax and meditate. At no point did I feel anything but a neutral and or positive energy in the room. Loki’s energy is heavy, but it’s one I’m comfortable with.
If you have any ideas about what this was if you think it wasn’t Loki, feel free to share.
I’m starting to look around me again and feel like things aren’t quite what I want them to be. They are better. But I’ve been super lazy with my craft. Now it’s like I’ve manifested enough around me that things are good enough and passable. I’d even dare to call this comfortable. But they aren’t quite what I’d like them to be.
I feel like I’m at a fork in the road, and soon I’ll need to jump. I still suck at reading runes. And my motivation to do anything has hit an all-time low. I swear it’s this country I’m in; it’s sucking the energy out of me. But I’m noticing this effect on others around me as well. South America makes me lazy and unmotivated. I’m ready to go back to Europe. But first, I’ll need to open some roads.