Welcome @letmedisappear PLease properly introduce yourself in the NEW MAGICIAN AND INTRODUCTIONS area, and tell us about yourself and any experience you have in magick. It is a rule of this forum.
✦ Newcomers, please introduce yourself first in a New Topic. To do so, click or tap New Topic button on top-right corner of your screen, below your profile photo.
Helpful ideas to include in your introduction:
Your preferred name and location, however, please do not disclose your address
Your preferred magicks and topics of study
Particular areas of magick where you need help
Particular areas of magick where you can provide help
If a newcomer fails to make an intro promptly, we reserve the right to remove each and every subsequent post until the rule is respected, or temporarily remove posting privileges