I don’t know what it is, it’s been almost a year since that “experience” with the nose bleed and everything.
I don’t know if I want him or not. I want him badly yet I don’t. I get jealous over peoples experiences with him lol I try not to.
I don’t want to waste his time, I’ve had multiple experiences were I would sexually touch myself and once I’m done finishing king belial pops in my head once I’m done, I don’t do it on purpose. It’s a unwanted thought, That comes and it’s hard to let go of. I wonder if he knows if I’m doing it or if he knows it was on accident or Evan if he doesn’t. I’ve did this before in the summer last year. I loved the energy. I almost wanna contact him to question why I’m feeling this way. Last year I got into demonology bad, everyday I would read peoples experiences then I stumbled upon king belial, after that I tried to stop so that I don’t get attached to it, than it did stop but now it’s back again.
Any advice? please I really want him to know that I don’t do it on purpose and most of the time when I listen to music all I think about is him.
I’ve heard that if you give your sexual energy to someone they kinda stick with you forever is that true?
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Never heard of that.
I’d say call him up and see what he thinks. If his advances make you uncomfortable, then just say no.
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