I’m giving Magick a try, I need to create a better life for myself and the occult fascinates me enough to turn to it and believe there must be something there for so many people to commit to it.
I found New Avatar Power and the idea that we lost a connection ancients had resonated with me so I decided to try it and see what happens.
I realise that in his instructions he actually instructs you to do the Kabbalistic (sorry if spelt wrong unsure) cross and LBRP or invoking one without saying that’s what you’re doing and middle pillar and anyway I have nothing to lose but time and so I’ve watched a few videos on YouTube to try and learn this and try a few times. Also I realise the relaxation excercise is to put me in an alpha state - I use alpha/theta bineural beats for meditation and trying to manifest. I will confess so far I haven’t had so much success with LoA but I’ve not given up - it exists, just for me to find how I consciously create - maybe Magick will help.
I don’t have any objections to any kind of magick - whatever works. Previously I have thought about joining GD or Amorc etc but money is what holds me back and also that I don’t want to get sucked into something that I’m not sure will work for me. So RHP or LHP I don’t care - just something that works (for me) and nothing to lose by trying NAP for a while.
But what’s the purpose of the kabbalistic cross and invoking and banishing rituals? I mean I get the obvious (invoke and banish) but how do they actually affect you or your reality? Are they merely tools for the subconscious or do they genuinely connect you to a power?
Is it the more I do it the more I will experience something?
Many thanks for replies in advance x