Ah my introduction.
well I had experiences as a child in a government program which I will not get into details but I was aware of the power of telepathy and mind control. and from that third eye Awakening I have always had a perception of the underlying control system in this world and on the human mind so I had became a conspiracy theorist until I had finally realized the New world order agenda and it was at that point that i realized it was needed.
so I began studying the groups. and metaphysics, harmonics. but my first major experience was when I was in a jail cell locked with only my mind and the image of Solomon’s Temple was in my mind and I began to decode the structure. and the meaning of the compass and square of the Masonic symbol. within the following week I was given two visions in a half sleep state I saw the formation of the universe and understood the concept of harmonics and understood the speed of light and how to surpass it, and other dimensional concepts… I knew what I needed to do. I needed to become a mason.
I began mental work, and manifested a masonic lawyer directly into my jail cell as my cell mate. amazing.
I couldn’t believe it.
but there he was and after short conversation he was going to vouch for me.
though I didn’t want to become an Eastern Star. I waited until my release… and knew I had to find the kybalion. I don’t know how or why. but I needed to find it. I found it immediately and became enthralled and consumed in hermetic philosophy.
a short two weeks later through the concepts and axioms in hermetic philosophy things began to fall into place like dominoes and I understood the universe that I stood in and what i truely was.
I searched and found that the rosicrucian order in Seattle was more in line with my philosophical beliefs in light work and mass consciousness prayers everyday. ( which is the one thing I would change on this Earth if I could is that every human being would pray at the same time for the exact same thing and change causality)
I wrote a somewhat brief message to the rosicrucian master and was invited to the temple for a discussion group. and was asked to join the order they where impressed with the amount of information that I had obtained and my ability for deductive reasoning for a cult concepts and secrets. I did not tell them that I had only studied this for under 2 months but I had been learning it quickly faster and more clear than anything I had ever known in my life, this was my path.
before I joined the rosicrucian order I had noticed that people like Nikola Tesla Hermes trismegistus many many distinct and distinguished figures in history had gained their knowledge through the communication with spirits Angels and demons, and it was through this knowledge and these contacts that they were able to achieve such monumental feats. and had a knowledge far surpassing any normal human.
I knew I had to do this as well . my quest had always been for knowledge self evolution so I could subsequently help humanity with a higher path… I have always been a shame to have been a human being because of their blatant stupidity and short-sightedness I knew it was my duty to amass great knowledge so I could lead a deserving group of them to something higher
it wasthe one time in my life I had ever felt real fear I sat in my living room and shook for 2 hours knowing that in the future what I would attempt to do… I wasgoing to receive a full knowledge of numerology astrology and Alchemy from a demon. so I may become what I always knew I had to be…
a short time after I met the rosicrucians I was given a meditation which was designed to bring the consciousness to a higher dimension and speak with a watcher or angel… this was an extremely potent experience I saw visions symbols while I was lucid after the initial vision of meeting with the angel and which it said to me something that I thought was complete gibberish and chalked it up to lucid dream and come to find out it was ancient Hebrew and the answer to the question I had asked it… which was…
I sought the light of Thoth . I had deciphered something out of the emerald tablets in believed I knew the location of thoths hidden library, though I did not possess the inner vibration to illuminate the halls of crystal. but I did know the incantation of light.
this was my first experience with an demonic/angelic entity.it took my zen in my balance and I have been emotionally unstable since…
as I said it was a very potent experience that I’m still recovering from over a year later.
nearly two years passed since my release from jail and the visions that changes me and other experiences that I am 100% sure that a being of much higher vibration had connected with me and left me barely able to walk straight because my head was ringing so badly… now I am ready for enochian magic.
I have lists of curriculum and books from the ascended masters and various offers that would take a lifetime to read.
but I am on my journey and I am progressing I’m very pleased to meet you all my chosen name is songofthesun. F.R.C.