I’m bad at intros.
I’m biologically female. I’m gender fluid (I switch between female and non-binary) not because I choose to be but because my brain switches between the two. Becoming the latter when I’m dressed femme causes me more anxiety when I’m in public because I can’t change the way I present.
I’m 24 but I became interested in theistic satanism at the age of 12. Having told my mother at that age wasn’t the best thing I ever did because she told my dad and they are both "c"hristians…
Since then I’ve learned to come off to people as one of ‘them’. The reality is I’m currently a traditional daemonolatress. (This means I view the daemons as gods.)
I’ve worked on and off with Belial and Barbas (he told me he prefers that name rather than Marbas) but had to take an indefinite break because I had to get my mental health meds straightened out.
I decided to come here to gather information on entities I plan on working with (because some have little to no information elsewhere).
