How to awaken my lust and the beast inside of me?

:joy: maybe you’re watching the wrong stuff

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I only watch rough :grin:

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how would you try to “heal” a porn addiction? I have that problem you mention. Sometimes reality isn’t as good as porn and yes, I’ve lost my boner many times. It’s driving me nuts.

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No. I dont think so.

That’s the problem. :smiley:

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Yes, I want only girls who say fuck roses, send me thorns :wink:

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:grin::grin::grin: If only they would say so!!!

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Herbs. Wormwood Combination by Kroeger from iHerb, 2-3 caps midday. Fantastic stuff. Also, a tablespoon of Maca in your yogurt (smoothie, whatever).

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No fap/porn for 60 days. No sex with people either during that time.

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That might be it.
Don’t look for Porn to get off, look for porn that you can dissect.
How does that position fit? Can I see all the angles or is the camera too close? Could I replicate any of those angles? If not what about the movements?
What are they using? Is it something I can use?

This is why it doesn’t help, you still see it as something to get off too.
And yes OF COURSE not all angles or positions are realistic, discard what is over the top.

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More like having a doorway for the Daemon to be inside you.

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Don’t know how I missed your reply, great advice, thanks.

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I don’t watch porn, i just masturbate and reach to orgasm without ejaculating. So i wonder how stopping that will help…

Honestly, what i’m planning on doing to break out of my shell is to wear more provocative and “lustful” clothing to help get my inner whore out :slight_smile:

Maybe you can try something similar

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Don’t you worry…if you want have sex (online or offline) there are no limits :grin: but it boils down what sort of sex we are dealing with :
A-bang bang and don’t wanna see you again
B-friends with benefits
C-relationship
D-you name it

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Having a build up of sexual tension creates a particular vibe around you, you come across more focused and dare I say it…manly!
If your happy with what your doing, stick with it but if you want to experiment its an option worth looking into.

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self indulgence and self worship my friend i was once a kind gentle person who would pick up trash off the ground and support the police and law enforcement now I am selfish and self absorbing with no remorse for my selfish actions…I would say purge yourself of all these things by doing rituals towards Baphomet and start only thinking about yourself…

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How you would advise me doing that?

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First realise that all realities exist HERE and NOW. Your so-called “beast” is romping away in its own frequency. The frequency is defined by the degree of attachment to any form based structure, i.e. reality. While you may explore any path or ritual you prefer to unleash this beast, you must always supplement it with detachment and daily meditation. Be present in the all encompassing silence. God is present…Omnipresent and therein lies God’s omnipotence and omniscience. Presence is all important.

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Read the Satanic Bible by Dr. Anton LaVey front to back and perform satanic ritual in your home if you can do a black mass or a satanic baptism announce and pledge yourself to indulgence and the flesh start picking up habits like smoking drinking and watching BDSM porn… read about nihilism and its philosophy soon enough you should go down hill and become a broken nihilistic self absorbed shadow of a man who is a raging alcoholic and addicted to hookers… the path of the selfish is a hard and lonely one indeed…