Maybe your country is different from mine, but in the US you can’t go to medical school before you complete an undergraduate degree and fulfill the pre-med requirements, and also take the MCAT. It doesn’t matter how much you may or may not actually know, that’s just how it is. I hear in some ways the UK is different, so if you’re from Europe or elsewhere the following may not be entirely accurate for you, but it will be close enough to be useful.
If you are serious about wanting to get an MD, then you should look into how you can first attend a 4-year undergraduate study program. If you haven’t taken college entrance exams, that is probably where you will need to start (magick’s gotten me out of doing a lot of that boring stuff, but sometimes you gotta do what you gotta do). I somehow did quite well on my exams despite being kinda depressed all through high school, and I went from an absolute steaming pile of dogshit (the history books were 10 years old and most of the teachers didn’t care about their students, but hey we bought a new football stadium!!!) to an elite university where most of the kids are rich (nothing wrong with that, just demographics), arrogant little pricks who can’t even fathom real adversity. Most of them hate our alma mater cause they’re salty they didn’t get into Harvard or Yale. I say this to hint at the potential social mobility that magick can grant you access to if you can pull your head out of your ass and do some research into how these things work.
Student loans are far from the most enticing thing in the world, but if you do become a medical doctor you shouldn’t have to worry much about your ability to pay off your debts over the long-term. You may not even need to take out loans if you can qualify for financial aid, and I know some MD programs have deals that you can cut where you work in some shithole (ahem, a rural and underprivileged area) for a couple years, and in exchange the school or government or something pays you off. No offence to those living in said shitholes if you’re doing it for the access to nature, as there are few things so great as looking up and seeing the stars.
I am taking time out of my day to write this because I want to help you if you actually mean what you say. I have said it before, and I will say it again - education is the golden key that unlocks opportunity and potential. Is it fair that the name of the institution where you received your education determines much about your future career prospects? Perhaps, perhaps not, but to deny this is to delude yourself into believing that the world is fair and just, and that everyone gets rewarded based on their merits.
Magick grants you the very real power to ascend the social ladder and to attain the life that you want. It will open opportunities for you that you would otherwise not have had access to. I have experienced this power for myself, and it is marvelous, but magick can do nothing if you are stuck in some fantasy-land (unless you’re a novelist) where you believe that you are just the smartest goddamn genius in the world whose brilliance is just waiting to be recognized while you take some online youtube classes and believe that will qualify you for medical school. It won’t, not on it’s own. You may very well be quite intelligent, but the university system is what it is, and if you want professional certification then you need to follow the process just like everyone else. Get into uni, get your bachelor’s, then get your graduate degree.
You should know that in some ways it pains me to write this. Pre-med students are some of the most pompous, egotistical, condescending little fuckers, rivaled in their douchebaggery and disrespect only by engineering students (don’t call yourself an engineer if you’re 19 and still in school, god fucking damn), and that’s coming from someone whose cardinal sin is Pride. Also, don’t become a psychiatrist. They’re fucking hacks who think that a biology degree and a couple years’ training somehow qualifies them for mental health care (yay lobotomies!). They’ve just been around for longer and control most of the research money. Get a Ph.D. or use the MD for actual medical work, like oncology or brain surgery or whatever.