So i went to the doctors and many things to confirm if any medical physical implications exist, even got brain-scans, but they do not. Also, i was there when the strong spirits that possessed me did the deed, so i know it is their influence, among other reasons for why I believe this to be a magical problem which I will speak about in a bit.
The seal, is comprised of energetic structures which are as nails or shards impaled through the top of my head and crown chakra. The energetic structures are generating physical pressure in the parts they are impaled through my head, and it feels like 2 things. First, the sharp physical pressure i’m feeling through my head is preventing various resonances from happening within my being, and second, the physical pressure of this energetic structure is directly correlated to the belief itself that the structure is strong, which protects and empowers the structure, like a statement existing in the mixed conscience of mine with the seal which influences everything, and thus the seal and my mind, to be as the belief dictates, as a very strong affirmation which resonates profoundly within the seal and my mind which has to be removed.
The energetic structure is impaled through various centres in my head, centres of pleasure, centres of will/volition, centres of concentration/conscience/understanding, and thus everything mentioned above is weakened, so i feel constant pain, as if i’m dying again and again non-stop in very tormenting ways, i feel unable to concentrate or understand things even when i rep[eat the same things which, before the seal came, made me understand things, and i feel as if i’m unable to brace myself for pain or strengthen myself, because the very energetic presence which is generated when you’re trying to take on the attitude of “resisting” is being destroyed by the sharp impaling which is there non-stop.
Within those energetic structures, of whose low-frequency physical pressure are the anchor of, resides a conscience of torment. The conscience which is machine-like mostly, is set to attack and target everything my mind identifies as having value or importance or everything it identifies as positive. this varies from memories, to logical explanations i focus on i want to finish, to parts of my being or it even tried to modify my preferences which greatly traumatizes me.
There are other less-sigifnicant systems in my being from the time the spirits possessed me and tried to forcefully elevate me, but failed, forcing me and breaking me in the process, then they left and left behind them the seal i described which i don’t believe was meant to act as a seal this energetic structure, but it turned into one. All i described are based on 2 years of observation, analysis, going to multiple people, and so on, and it is also in harmony with what my senses are feeling and what i experienced. I tried to be as logical and objective as possible too. Please tell me if you have any other questions and please tell me how to help me.
Many mages tried to help me long-distnace, but the problem was the same, they’re unable to generate enough potency, enough presence through long-distance workings, to influence the structures to weaken their presence, i was unable to feel much from any mage i worked with, except one single time from a mage who gathered with 2 other mages and worked on me in group, but since then this mage has been REALLY busy and doesnt have time for me anymore.
I feel horrible, i feel deeply tormented to the degree i dont know how to express it into words and i feel invaded in the most intimate parts of my being. I am really desperate to get rid of this “seal of torment” as i call it, and i promise to return the favor to anyone who manages to help me. I promise eternal gratitude. Please offer me solutions and keep in mind that due to my constant research and analysis right now i believe what i’m lacking is not love or intelligence/principles of resonance/tricks, but raw potency/power. Maybe you know a spirit/god for instance that is really SPECIALISED for rising frequency too, as i believe if we rise the freuqnecy of the structure, the anchor will break/fade and the conscience will fall apart too, and that will free me enough to deal with all the other less-significant things residing within me. i am aslo greatly infused with low-quality energies which make it so my entire being has “truth” (real state of things), manifested through lower-quality energies which make the manifestations, like an emotion you feel that came from deep within you, to feel shitty instead of adequate or correct. Many things which were automatic in me, like the moment an impression forms, or to have a certain repulsion towards a thing instead of happening automatically as it used to be and as it is normal (many agree to this as i discussed with more)< i have to control manually instead to happen, my subconsciousness is no longer properly supporting me due to the instability created by the seal.
