This topic may be quite controversial … due to the nature of this forum.
The title says it all, but the paradox is this.
When you are in an excellent forum like this, but that approximately 95% is “LHP”, declaring going to the RHP is maybe the most LHP you can do … no? Hahaha is something funny.
Well…
This is my hypothesis after being something like 10 years in LHP
The entities, forces and currents that you work with definitely open a portal, something that Koetting talks about very well.
The issue is that these portals, with those entities and forces, have their own agenda …
Yes…
And I do not want others to impose their damn agenda on me …
You will see…
It is assumed that in superficiality the RHP is about “uniting” with the divine, the cosmic does not?
Actually it is about BEING YOU, at your maximum expression. By the way, I think the most accurate definition of this is the Thelemic on, as far as “True Will”.
It’s like the economic paradox of capitalism …
It is assumed that capitalism equals maximum individuality …
But in the long run it is that by creating mass trends in the market, people end up massively consuming the same, being consumers of massive goods …
That’s why you find these fashions or “urban tribes” where people are EQUAL … they dress the same, they like the same things, they consume the same things, etc.
Where the fuck was the “maximum individuality”?
Well, the same thing happens (in my hypothesis …) with the LHP.
You’re supposed to be looking, in the superficial … so much individuation, that you end up being devoured by agendas of things more powerful than you.
I know this will displease many people …
But I find that the theme of being a black magician and opening portals ends up devouring your BEING.
I find that the true “RHP”, that which is the themic and hermetic, understood it very well.
Be careful, I do not belong to any order of that type, nor of LHP nor RHP. I am following my path, based on my personal experiences and how I feel.
In the end you do not have any “goal” defined as black magician and LHP occultist …
Simply be egotically, the most things you can “get”.
In the end … what universe do you want to “destroy”?
What do you want to achieve, “emancipate yourself cosmically”? Do you really think that is possible?
Go to the formative plane and you will realize that in the end we all come from the same shit … Koetting realized this in his soul travels.
I declare myself a white magician, I declare myself RHP, I declare myself in the search of my true will, I declare myself in the search for my true meaning and BE, of cosmic understanding, and that my holy guardian angel guides me to it …
And not some fucking entity with its own agenda … for that we already have enough problems with other people in the world …
now I call on experienced magicians in LHP who have 10 or more years of experience …
What are you looking for? Are you really what you want to be or have you just pursued superficial egotistical desires?
Shit … I know it’s a cliche to say “superficial egotistic desires” with a negative Bias … like a LHP magician.
But is there anything else behind the LHP?
Let’s talk in a civilized and entertaining way.
I read you!
I await your comments.