This is such a good discussion.
I am also on the fence with this working. I have mentioned before that I don’t feel anything with it. This is not unheard of, of course, and I have tried to remain in a positive frame of mind about it. To a certain extent.
I am financially stable, to say the least. Looking through the book, I can see some benefit to Ritual 9, Removing Resistance, for me. I have done a lot of work on this in the past, but sure, more is better. Ritual 12, Identifying Opportunity. Again, yes, give me some more of that. But since we have established that it will take approximately 6 months to reach these rituals, is that the best use of my time and energy?
Is it wholly inappropriate to skip forward to where I think I belong? (Probably.)
To my mind, your age isn’t the issue so much as the fact that you have struggled to immerse yourself in the working. Perhaps your intuition is giving you guidance here. Sometimes you just know…
Prior to the beginning of this working, I was absolutely drawn to Wealth Magick. I even put off beginning Financial Transformation Magick to complete the first ritual in Wealth Magick, which felt quite powerful. (I recorded my own voice reading the “instructions”, and followed along, so it was a very fluid ritual.)
I hesitated to move on to the second ritual due to the rumored life upheaval which can occur. I’m not really frightened of it, as I completely understand that big change requires upheaval. However, I do have something going on in a couple of months that I need to complete before I can consider making big changes in my life - a years-long project involving international travel with a sprinkling of legal issues. I prefer to return to my native environment before I shake things up.
But ultimately, I DO want to shake things up. It seems unlikely that I’m going to get that from Financial Transformation Magick. This was kind of the point in the writing of this book, if I understand it correctly. It is a gentler version than the previous one. It’s good to have different options.