Its not me who wants to be a god. I am creating one.
I suggest to first try to create an egregore of a god. Most people cant tell the difference between an egregore and the real thing.
First it is a spirit we have created, and we are giving him lots of power to the point he is a god.
How is spirit created?
Through a sigil.
There’s generally two schools of occult thought: one, to consider all phenomena to be related to the self and ego. And two, two accept the reality that nonself deities and spirits actually exist. I kinda go either way depending on which one works for me. Do you believe in the gods or are they forms of our own self?
This is along the lines of a project that I’m trying to do:
Based on experiences I know things are separate from us. Although you have a lot of power.