I’ve been browsing this site for a few days and decided to finally make an account
My name is Lee, I’m 23 years old, and I don’t know what else to say
Can’t wait to get to know everyone
I’ve been browsing this site for a few days and decided to finally make an account
My name is Lee, I’m 23 years old, and I don’t know what else to say
Can’t wait to get to know everyone
Welcome.
Please tell us about any experience you have in magick.
What do you practice?
If you’re a beginner, what types of magick are you interested in learning?
Like a lot of people here, I began on the JOS website when I was 15. I have always been drawn to the left hand path. I’m a demonolater and chaos magickian and i’ve begun delving into qliphothic sorcery so I’m interested in learning more about that.
I spend most of my time practicing different forms of meditation and trying to improve myself to the best of my ability to strengthen my mind and body for my practice.
How long have you practiced?
I have spent time on and off since I was 15 because I always let life get in the way. I had a habit of turning to practice when I was in a really bad state of mind and then forgetting about it when life got easier. It’s been a few steady months of nonstop hardcore learning and practicing without real “breaks”.
Boy, do I know that feeling!
I have the bad habit of only reaching for magick when things have already gone to pot, instead of continuing even when things are comfortable.
Yes! I have been thinking about it and figured out why I was like that.
Throughout the last three years I would do my meditations and rituals, but I got stuck in a routine and wasn’t really learning many new things. Despite any experience in the past, I like to consider myself a new practitioner because I feel almost as if I was reborn into a totally new mindset than the one I used to have.
I used to be very negative, pessimistic, content with who and where I was in life, etc. because my concept of Satanism was that I should love myself, right? But I didn’t consider that loving myself didn’t mean being content with my negative traits, it means waking up every day with a desire to be better.
So now I know that even when I’m doing good in life, I could still be doing better. There is always more for me to work on.
Welcome
That was great. Welcome to the forum.
Thank you!
Thank you!
Is that you in your avatar?
Yes that is me
I apologize if I’m overstepping in any way, but WOW, you are gorgeous
I failed to mention I’m a woman, I figured I’d throw that out there so you don’t think I’m a rando creep
No over stepping were good and totally awesome
Thanks for your compliments you made my night
Something in this might be useful:
welcome
Wow, that helps me SO SO SO much! Thank you so much! I’m so happy I joined this community - everyone is so wonderful and helpful.