December 24, 2020
Log 122
20 min meditation
Dec 23, 220.
Log 89.
21 of Marbas.
21 mins in total.
Updates will follow.
Log 37
24.12.2020.
40 min AY EEM MA TA AH
December 25, 2020
Log123
12 min meditation
Log 45:
26/12/2020
7 mins third eye meditation. I couldn’t go more than that in the morning cause of my family making noises I just couldn’t concentrate and after the meditation I felt like my eyes were open for too long so I had to force myself to close it cause my head started hurting but even then it took some time for my headache to go away.
Btw thanks for making the wicked meditation post @BeastCreature. I’ll keep posting meditations from there with my experiences I get from it.
This meditation was kinda strong for me.
Log 38
25.12.2020.
40 min AY EEM MA TA AH
25 min Blue Ray
December 26, 2020
Log124
15 min meditation
Log 57
December 26
About 1 hour of meditating while lying on the bed at morning
“I’m lying down - I’m inhaling and exhaling deeply - I inhale feeling my body, I exhale feeling my body - I inhale feeling pleasure, I exhale feeling pleasure - I inhale relaxing my mind, I exhale relaxing my mind”
Breathing 3-3-3-3 and then imagining that certain island with its hills and pools of water.
Log 39
26.12.2020.
35 min AY EEM MA TA AH
10 min Blue Ray
Log 40
27.12.2020.
40 min AY EEM MA TA AH
Log 41
28.12.2020.
50 min AY EEM MA TA AH
15 min Blue Ray
December 29 2020
Log 127
15 min meditation
Log 42
29.12.2020.
35 min AY EEM MA TA AH
10 min HEH EE LAH AH EE EH
Log 43
30.12.2020.
30 min AY EEM MA TA AH
Log 58
December 30, 2020
15-20 minutes
Looked at Belial’s sigil while saying and vibrating his name, then watched and listened to his enn’s video by “Satan and Sons”
1 mala of Om Kali Ma (another one yesterday)
December 30, 2020
Log 128
40 min meditation
December 31, 2020
Log 129
25 min meditation