Mediated with Mammon again. This time he was wearing gold & green. He proceeded walking towards me and then rotated to his right side towards me.
What he did was push some of that gold energy into me. The small pyramid that he placed within my chest started to vibrate again.
This time the tip of the pyramid began to emanate a golden light from the tip pushing itself out from within my chest moving up and out of my head.
The light went up to the eathers. My body started vibrating and my fist(both of them)began to clinch. My mouth started uttering some noise. I couldnāt understand what I was saying.
After a few minutes of absorbing this power, it calmed down and I began to feel normal again. This was short but very powerful.
Mammon then said that he would give me more but I need more time and I need to focus with more attention.
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Itās been a few days. Everyone has been silent. They are just talking to me more about my private life. Things that are happening all at the same time.
Meeting new people, how ever itās online! Ironically I donāt know whatās the connection being social media an and all!!!
Iām not even using it for my goals but for some reason or another I have been lead to move in this direction.
On the other end of the spectrum, nothing has been moving forward right now regarding my personal goals.
At the same time I have been feeling fatigued/Burnt-out since I have been working with a hand full of other spirits while on this path.
But here we are still pushing forward.
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Itās been a while, again not much has been happening. Getting frustrated. Not seeing results. Also feeling burnt out.
Constant invocation and constant offerings. No movement. And if so, bread crumbs.
Had one good week maybe 3 weeks ago. Every thing else stopped almost entirely.
On another note, Iāve also been focusing on finding someone in my life. Not even the person I spoke about.
Tried dating, ended up blocking 3 girls in one week. itās a horror movie! All I keep getting is women wanting to dominate and control me. Only out for themselves, not really invested in a genuine connection.
No one is what they seem to be.
This pact has me feeling doubtful.
Donāt know what to do and donāt know if I should keep going!
Maybe you are not ready for a relationship. Or maybe do other workings with other spirits to take your mind off the pact and what you expect from it aka lusting for results. Keep going.