Most Spirits I’ve talked too say our best bet for happiness/ascension, whatever you wish to call it, is to except the spiritual AND the flesh. They are very interested in us having flesh. We can also reincarnate which they can’t do.
I’m sure you can find a Daemon who won’t really care about you’re advancement and would help you out.
ahh okay. You can make that reality happen here though. You can change “This Earth” to fit you. Remember everything is really just your perception and your mind. I guess i could use the lame example of The Matrix, our minds can make the reality we live in.
I feel Merin is a true and advanced entity but the first thing that popped out in my mind: wasn’t it a character named Father Merrin in one of the exorcist movies who tried to exorcise Pazuzu? I feel this is one name this entity goes by but meant more to be a clue to you. It strikes me as though there are many names of this entity/deity/creature you’re encountering.
Yes, this is a fictional character but for some reason, I feel your Merrin entity is using this name as a calling card or clue for you as to why he’s around. Your physical description of the spirit to the character is even similar - I mean, the actor who plays the younger him is Stellan Skarsgard - nice looking, blondish norseman Any norse connections? Demonic or evocation connections? Scholarly connections as a spirit of learning? All things to consider. The original actor who played him in the 70s was Max von Sydow - another charismatic, strong, otherworldly type who can see the unseen. I think Merrin is a just a name given because, well, you wanted a name.