This is an add on to this day in this journal. It’s quite deep so that is why I decided to add it as a separate post.
As I mentioned in my last post, Azazel is basically the being for first of almost everything. This is very true in this instance. Now I have been on this path for close to two years now but there is still a lot that I don’t know or how to do. But I decided to take my next big step. My first invocation. Now granted I did have a accidental partial invocation done with Abaddon but I didn’t exactly count that as one because it wasn’t a true invocation.
So I looked on here to get some kind of idea of how to do one properly and I have came across a post that was specifically made about invocations and Azazel. I read it and they posted a video that helped them.
I then got onto the floor in my circle and watched the video. Now your asking why would I want to do an invocation? Especially with Azazel? Well as I stated he is one of the beings that I felt a strong connection to and did do a good amount of first with. The main reason why I wanted to do this was to help me with my growth and healing.
Iv been through so much crap and nonsense that it has caused a grate deal of back ups and messes in my energetic body, mental, emotionally as well as chakras. So I was hoping to get some kind of guidance on what I can do to help with my healing.
So I did the invocation. As I sat there in my circle, I felt this warm energy come up from my feet, up my legs and into my body. It was very very warm but not hot. I then started to have this vision of a hole that was in the ground somewhere that looked like a desert with mountains and some foliage. I looked down this hole and had a feeling to jump. So I did. It was odd to say the least. The sides were this sandy colored rock that had some grass here and there. Soon I landed at the bottom. I looked up to see the entrance and some sun light coming in. In the middle I saw this rock fixture that had a bigger rock on top of some small rocks. I looked around and didn’t see any other passages. “I guess I wait???” I was clueless. Then as I looked around again I saw a tunnel form. I felt to go down this tunnel so I did. It was like the entrance but dark. I started to have difficulty seeing so I lit a bit of my energy to see. Eventually I came to the exit. Some sun light was streaming through. I exited the tunnel to see these two biggish trees that was on either side just inside. The ground gave way to a stone path and grass. I walked a bit further only to see a clearing. The area I was in was circular in shape and carved within the cliffs that laid around me. I then saw a similar rock structure that was in the dead center of this area. Around me became rock with no grass. “How odd” I thought to myself. I went to the rock that was in the center only then to see Azazel walk out from the plant area. He looked amazing honestly. He had on loose layered robs and in his left hand was a staff. He was in his form that I saw him the first time as. He was basically like a walking goat, deer person with light brown fur and beautiful blue eyes that seemed to twinkle. But he had a humanoid body. He walked to the center with me and I greeted him.
“This place is amazing!” I said with a smile. I looked up at the blue sky with a hawk I’m guessing flying across. I looked back to him to see him smile but I could tell he was serious. He then walked towards the rocks and spoke. “This place is for you to come when you want to. It is also the place we can meet.” I nodded and joined him at the rocks.
Suddenly I saw grass grown beneath my feet and around us in the rock area. It was a light spring green color of new grass. He then told me to sit on top of the rocks. I went and did so. After a moment I decide to add some colorful pillows to sit on. I sat there and closed my eyes and started to meditate.
As I focused more on this world I felt his presence around me. I then did the prayer mudra. I then felt this deep connection to him. I then just started to talk to him and told him what I was seeking. I felt him immediately go in and started to do somethings to my body. No
After a bit I then saw him give me this staff. It was a bit long with a round top. He said “This is yours.” I smiled and tried to place it on the ground standing but it didn’t stay. I frowned, not knowing why it wouldn’t stay up. “I broke it…” I looked down at it with a sad look. He just laughed and said “No you did not. This staff will grow in power as you grow and learn. Your first is going to be a black onyx stone representing protection.” I nodded and picked up my staff. I then understood that this is a king term thing. I thanked him again and came back to this world.
I ended the invocation and grounded my self. I thanked him and went to bed. As I did I told him one of my problems mostly about nosy roommates and my manager at my place. He then gave me a vision of a rune to use. I recognized it but didn’t know what it ment. So I looked it up and was shocked to find out it is a excellent rune for protection.
I woke up this morning feeling more of a presence next to me. I then heard in the same deep voice “Teaching”.