For those that have come to a demon and asked for a new you, for the old you to “die” and a new you to be “born”, when you ask for help to overcome bad habits, what are your experiences like if you have a set back? I’ll give my example that I’m experiencing right now and would like to hear if others have experienced the same or similar situation.
I made a previous post about a new me,
I’m that post I made reference to one of the issues I want help with and i believe Lucifer is helping me with my drinking, as I was able to come home for two days in a row from work and not drink, however tonight I came home and drank. That said, the previous days that I didn’t drink I would call on Lucifer and his sigil lines would randomly disappear, however tonight since I drank the sigil lines wouldn’t disappear and while looking at his sigil, the photo of his sigil on my phone, it was closed, not like normal when the phone just blacks out and goes to sleep but, this was fast and deliberate.
I feel Lucifer is disappointed in me for drinking tonight and that’s why he wouldn’t let me mediate on his sigil and reach out to him tonight.
Has anyone experienced the silent treatment from a demon for slipping with rituals, sacrifice?