Is there a measure of worth or "being worthy"
there is, actually.
you are, as a standard sheep worthless to the whole cause.
your only worth is in the ability to negate the mundane influences
and drag your ass into The Temple, surrender you Ego - yourself to the Mysteries, not trying to understand it, but really diving into it
and doing the Work.
yeah, i’m a productive member of society but i know it’s all false and worthless.
there is no worth in being a good member of society.
but, miracolously, by destroying everything mundane, you somehow get to act perfectly in society.
i still don’t get why this is happening, but it seems that the darker i become, i also become more good in all i do.
your only true value is in the doing The Work
everyone creates his own way of exploration, and magicians often use grimoires and pathworkings to ingite the power of Imagination and the secret keys of power within themselves.
in fearing of loosing the Ego and dissolving completely in the Void, many people take literals years and even decades
going in circles
AROUND The Work (the Main Work, that is)
so,
the Ritual never ends. This unexplainable paradoxical Ritual that is taking place here and now, which has no beginning or end is always going… nothing can stop The Worm.
and by appying himself properly, the magician can in fact connect to the Organism and act according to The Work.
and that is also called Perfect Action. Perfection. Not halfassing, not trying, not giving up, not waiting, not ---- thinking. not - existing.
but, being in a state of Perfection.
which is, of course EXCLUSIVELY unique in relation so the Truth of the Moment, and your own self created soul-destiny.
this is far too many words to explain what is the main point here.
there are, in fact, 2 main states of being.
- mundane - ego - memories - id - sense of self
- magickal - YOGA - BLACK FLAME - 0 - SIVA - SATAN - no sense of self
the main point of The Work is to establish yourself in the second state of being.
i love Eric very much and without him i would have never known all this.
but he is fundamentaly wrong about one particular thing, at least publicaly . and he’s playing his game, which is great
but here’s the thing. you should not make a sandwich after the ritual.
i do. yeah, i break my states of hightened awareness. but… it is in fact the true sin.
the sin is actually to break the hightened state. and it is the only sin.
and the Karma is manifestation of breaking the second state.
if you would please understand,
as i have said before, there are only 2 states of being.
by doing serious ritual, we get into the second state and can perform magick.
and it would be the greatest achievment for a magician to retain the state of YOGA and act from his true perspective.
but karma get’s in the way.
and making a sandwich is a way of expressing the idea to get back into your old human self and ponder upon it in a human way.
and that is wrong in every way.
so i will repeat what i have said in the beginning of all this:
your only worth is in the ability to negate the mundane influences
and drag your ass into The Temple, surrender you Ego - yourself to the Mysteries, not trying to understand it, but really diving into it.
whatever i’m doing in there, it’s my thing. there are many things like it, but this one is mine. - meaning - i do custom made rituals according to whatever comes my way - not following anything anymore, just listening to the Whisperings and being creative.
and it is only the preparation to get to the second state. in preparation, it is me trying not to be worthless but actually do something of worth.
al other doings that i do, are actually worthless in the Eyes of the Eternity. i hang out with him or her have this experience or that… all this is worthless.
your only worth is in the ability to negate the mundane influences
abandon all hope
and let the Truth have Her way with you.
sincirely,
from the Void