Yoooo I need help

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#1

So I’ve been at this shit a long time… Mastered a lot of shit… But i have always sucked at astral travel… Prolly done it 20-30x in 9 years :neutral_face:

So I came home… Felt a weird energy in my room before taking a nap… Never felt this in the house I’m in before… Almost depressing… I use to feel the same shit in the past before being visited by negative entities… And didn’t connect the dots before sleeping…

I was laying in bed listening to my gf in the living room talking and watching tv… I couldn’t sleep… I said some prayer (FYI I’m not a Christian) before sleeping because I was afraid I might go back into another depression… More or less an affirmation…

The feeling I felt walking into the room felt similar to depression…

Anyways I was laying there trying to go to sleep… My gf walked in and started talking to me… She was asking about my goal in life… Which is to change the world through my music… To awaken people…

Then it changed into a old man that looked mole like… With glasses on… His eyes malevolent… Whatever it was tricked me into telling him what my goal was…

Then I got mad at it… A black fog went over my face… While I tried to yell for my gf in the other room… Soon after I was paralyzed and was trying to get up and couldn’t… And my yells became muddled and I couldn’t get the words out… I heard something demonic being said as I started to zone out…

I said “fuck you bitch” to whatever it was that did that to me and woke up…

I felt the presence linger and now it’s gone, but a voice inside just said no it’s not…

Any insights at all…

Through divination… To Hecate… She told me not to go back… Part of me thinks it was trying to get me back on track with my goal… And part of me thinks I should keep my info to myself… Before it manifests…

Even tho I just leaked it here amongst occultist :joy::joy:… I have a bad habit of following directions

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#2

There are shadow entities but i digress that is old news

#3

This could be a power your not ready for yet. And when your given advice from an outside intelligence albiet an angel,fairy,demon,giant,god whatever the words are for you although the spirits also talk through people you have to take everything in your perceivable reality into account when evoking i have learned this the hard way already with belial.

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#4

I didn’t invoke anything tho… I’ve worked with a lot of demons and gods… And yea Belial is a mfer :joy:… But this was weird… It was either there to scare me into acting quicker, upon my goals… Or to gain info on them…

I have been slacking on action towards the end result of what I told him… So maybe that’s it…

#5

I know the end result of what happened… At least what it has done for me… And that’s motivated me to put more action into my work…

I get caught up in the whole process of ritual and divination… And talking to the entities and seeing all the shit that I often lose touch with actually doing shit in the real world…

#6

It could be a shadow person…

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#7

@Ravenxoxo Do I need to make that speech again?

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#8

I don’t understand…?

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#9

No, don’t I understand

#11

Honestly, you need to be able to astral to find out what this entity or this spiritual challenge is. I know BALG has courses you can take to improve your astral skills, perhaps consider this. No matter what stage we are at with our spiritual practice we all still need to learn. (I’m hoping I’m not sounding condescending here). As a hereditary witch & a dedicated LHPer, my advice I would be track whatever this entity/entities are and question astrally. But if your skills in this area aren’t great, you could, in the meantime, ask the Ghede LOA for help, I don’t know if they will answer you but they are specialists with this this sort of thing. You may also have an entity which is maybe a lower level or one posing as something it’s not. Bottom line improving your astral skills. is paramount. I hope this helps. V

#12

Blind Evocation is a possibility. Albeit a dangerous one.

#13

This is just my UPG don’t know how many other people believe the same thing but.

It could have been a thought for that you (uncounciously) created… or it found you a suitable meal and it used to feed on your depression now it wants it’s dinner back

Just my thoughts on the situation

#14

You’ve been in the game for quite a long time! Go outside somewhere. Meditate on it. Destroy it. Any threat to you should be eliminated before giving it the chance to increase in power.

Seek council with any War God. Confirm your suspicions, then make that bitch your slave.

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#15

If you have spiritual allies ( or guidance) No, It’s entirely possible & safe. I’ve used my astral abilities to check out many different of spiritual connections. My typical spiritual practice deals with necromancy, spiritual ascension & a small but unfortunately regular amount of spiritual interference from those not happy with my practice. (shit happens!). I need to know what I’m dealing with before I react & before I deal with it. I guess, because of my spiritual allies, I feel protected when I do this.
You can follow a any sort of spiritual force that is connecting with you to find out information about who they are & what they are about. Information is power when dealing with the spiritual realms ( & life). My path of ascension started way over 20 yrs ago and this is one of the first things I was taught. Know what you dealing before you do. I’m a hereditary witch meaning I was taught by spirit itself & maybe it’s not the practice of traditional paths, not that’s there is anything wrong with tradition, but it’s worked for me and kept me safer. I don’t know if this helps you, I hope it does. V

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#16

Thanks for the feedback… I figured it out through divination… At the time… My ego felt attacked and manipulated by it… But after divination I realize it was something to bring me back on track to what I need to be doing

#17

Context. We are talking absolute beginners who know nothing and have nothing.