Hi everyone !
To set the topic purpose straight away I count on using it as a journal to note my experience and progress with magick and in this case : Metatron.
I’m currently working inderectly with him through the ritual of “Secret Money” from the book : Magickal Riches by Damon Brand
Day 4 of 9 of the ritual :
-Did the Circle of power (from Archangels of magick by Damon brand)as simple banishing beforehand to also help connect to the “feeling” of magick
-Felt focus at the end and also a lot energy going through the room
-Did the full ritual of Secret Money, at the end I was like absorbeb by the talisman of Metatron I had so easy to just look at it and stay focused ( it felt a bit too easy) and I ended up completly immersed into it
-Had a hard time finishing the ritual because of some kind of weird obsession rising within me to just look at the talisman but still manage to just let it go after a minute that seemed too short.
-Right after my closing of the whole thing I started to feel overwhelmed by all my senses, wich triggered my panik mode, still manage to overcome it quite fast
But the sensation of being overwhelmed was still there and bad enough to make me feel like I was loosing the grip of counsciousness
-Just in case I tell to potential entities that were not involved in the ritual to go away as I will banish them anyway at the next day
-Didn’t help so I just decided to do some breathing exercices and then go sleep with this feeling of tremendous power that went within me
Now that I think of it, it could have been Metatron just deciding to chill for some time in my room by me and to give me something that was in correlation with the ritual but hey that’s just a theory
Anyway that was really an intense experience ( and no I didn’t see or hear anything, maybe some slight white noise in the ears but I was too busy micro-managing myself back to normal)