I thought i might throw this question around and see if anyone can help in shedding some light or can account of similar experiences.
So recently i`ve started exploring Abrahamic Spirits for the first time. Having worked with ancient Greek deities of high rank for a considerable amount of time, gave me the confidence to open communication with a spirit straight from the top (i prefer not to identify which one).
I did not summon this entity through a structured ritual per se, he just showed up after multiple short invocations, purely esoteric, that lasted maybe a week or so.
The first time he got in contact, it was during a night time meditation. He identified himself straight away and appeared quite chatty, but i asked for validation on the physical and left it there. He provided the evidence i was looking for the very next day and actually in such a way that left me thinking he was showing off.
Multiple contacts followed and at some point he requested a blood pact of me. The pact although absolutely binding for a very long time, its open and doesnt prohibit me from working with other entities or in other paths. He was very clear with this actually. Although i dont take such pacts lightheartedly, i did agree (for my own reasons) and i performed a ritual which was personalized, felt amazing and when it was done i felt born again (last time i felt something similar was 15 years ago). The same night while meditating he answered many questions and gave me a past life regression i was not aware of. He also gave me something else, lets call it, a wingman, maybe? I don
t know how else to describe it as i haven`t experienced anything similar before and this is where the question mark comes about.
So this wingman
follows me everywhere. I can feel him constantly and can see him clearly when i project my mind to him. Hes tall over 7 feet, very well build, with a dark brownish ash colored skin that appears hard and dry and a long black mane covers his shoulders. He has massive horns protruding from the side of his mane, i would say he looks very close to a bull. He has a heavy step for sure but he
s very agile.
Hes pleasant to be around, not intimidating at all (although he did try to scare me the first time), he listens to me and he
s quite the joker, throwing smartass comments often.
Now, ive asked him silly things to do on the physical and honestly i
m gobsmacked by how effective he is (and i`ve seen some crazy things during my spiritual path).
Hes not related to the other spirit and i
ve asked him to tell me his name several times but he always gives me a name that i cannot even pronounce. Eventually he showed me a sigil which relates to him (look at my avatar).
Its not haunting. I
m very confident, assertive and social, so to say that hes a psychological projection that was manifested to address self image issues. I don
t mind his presence and i don`t feel burdened in any way.
But i am curious.