I thought i might throw this question around and see if anyone can help in shedding some light or can account of similar experiences.
So recently i`ve started exploring Abrahamic Spirits for the first time. Having worked with ancient Greek deities of high rank for a considerable amount of time, gave me the confidence to open communication with a spirit straight from the top (i prefer not to identify which one).
I did not summon this entity through a structured ritual per se, he just showed up after multiple short invocations, purely esoteric, that lasted maybe a week or so.
The first time he got in contact, it was during a night time meditation. He identified himself straight away and appeared quite chatty, but i asked for validation on the physical and left it there. He provided the evidence i was looking for the very next day and actually in such a way that left me thinking he was showing off.
Multiple contacts followed and at some point he requested a blood pact of me. The pact although absolutely binding for a very long time, it
s open and doesnt prohibit me from working with other entities or in other paths. He was very clear with this actually. Although i dont take such pacts lightheartedly, i did agree (for my own reasons) and i performed a ritual which was personalized, felt amazing and when it was done i felt born again (last time i felt something similar was 15 years ago). The same night while meditating he answered many questions and gave me a past life regression i was not aware of. He also gave me something else, lets call it, a wingman, maybe? I dont know how else to describe it as i haven`t experienced anything similar before and this is where the question mark comes about.
wingman follows me everywhere. I can feel him constantly and can see him clearly when i project my mind to him. He
s tall over 7 feet, very well build, with a dark brownish ash colored skin that appears hard and dry and a long black mane covers his shoulders. He has massive horns protruding from the side of his mane, i would say he looks very close to a bull. He has a heavy step for sure but hes very agile.
s pleasant to be around, not intimidating at all (although he did try to scare me the first time), he listens to me and hes quite the joker, throwing smartass comments often.
ve asked him silly things to do on the physical and honestly im gobsmacked by how effective he is (and i`ve seen some crazy things during my spiritual path).
s not related to the other spirit and ive asked him to tell me his name several times but he always gives me a name that i cannot even pronounce. Eventually he showed me a sigil which relates to him (look at my avatar).
s not haunting. Im very confident, assertive and social, so to say that he
s a psychological projection that was manifested to address self image issues. I dont mind his presence and i don`t feel burdened in any way.
But i am curious.