So I recently met this guy after I broke up with my ex, right around the full moon. I started acting and feeling weird , even almost controlled by him. I brushed it off because I was so busy.
So we meet for a coffee and go into his car to have a private conversation. We’re parked in the parking lot, and right next to us is a garbage can. When I was about to leave, I was going to grab my cup (that was a paper cup) and throw it out. And why wouldn’t I, if there’s a trash can next to us?
But then he keeps persisting on keeping the cup, saying he’d rather just throw it out. I felt „off“ about it, and something kept telling me not to allow this. I brushed it off and just left.
I actually had a great time, but something kept making me think of obsession or lust spells. I hadn’t thought of this for a long time, but after that tea cup incident I find mYself feeling obsessed like I can’t live without him. I don’t even know him. I’ve had this happen to me before, I cleansed and feelings went away. Today he texted me good morning, read it but didn’t reply. I felt like I wanted to jump off a bridge!!! I’m not like this!
I clearly stated my intentions which would be FWB and agreed he wanted the same thing… yet… He keeps saying how he doesn’t want a relationship and he doesn’t want that drama… but I never even asked him…
It’s weird… I feel so aroused by him but depressed and obsessed. It’s like… constant… I don’t know, it’s so creepy. I almost feel like I’m possessed. I also feel SUPER drained, like if he did something to me , or drained my life force. He knows that I’ve had multiple options, so suddenly I’ve noticed I feel very unattractive, and people don’t want to talk to me as much as they did before this strange incident…
So my question is: do you guys think he’s done something to me? It would actually make logical sense given his personality, his denial about not wanting a relationship, the tea cup, and how I suddenly feel I can’t live without him, all these increasing during the full moon.
I don’t want to sound paranoid, but seriously… what the Heck was that all about. And he kind of grabbed the tea cup so I wouldn’t take it. Lmao