I awoke recently to feeling someone having their way with me sexually. When I came awake, the sex stopped. I would like to repeat the experience again yet I am suspicious of the origin of this ? entity? I have only evoked the angelic, so this experience surprised me but I am very sexually natured and open to sex for the sake of sex itself. Do you have any suggestions how I could repeat this experience?
Various entities could be responsible for this, especially if you are constantly having repressed sexual feelings and are a magician. You could summon belial or Lilith for this if you wanted it to happen again.
Could have been an incubus. I’ve had this experience twice in my teens. I had a very vivid ‘dream’ that an attractive blond guy was making love to me. In the process of waking up I felt extremely aroused with the distinct feeling that some entity was lying heavily on top of me, making it hard to breathe. When I woke up fully, I sat up and it disappeared. The second time I literally felt like I was going to suffocate and had to mentally struggle myself to consciousness to be able to gasp for air.
I wonder if EA ever reads these posts? Someone suggested to me its a egregore. EA has known me for as long time, he would know if I was capable of producing an egregore. Others have suggested soul traveling as well, which I have practiced a very long time.
In his newsletter E.A. points out, that he reads the posts and he likes the
quality of them.
An egregore is a group mind and you sure can build one with others .
We all have sexual dreams, to bad they all stop to early. Once I met a dream magician,
he has controll over his own dreams and he can come in your dreams.
A dream magican can find out for sure, who gives you such a good time.