Okay, so i think i may have had another experience with Azazel. I looked at his sigil and chanted his enn for a while, about 15-20 minutes. I turned my bedroom light off and pictured his sigil as I lay there, eyes closed.
My mind was going blank as my chanting of the enn mentally had faded out to nothing. I could feel myself becoming more relaxed, almost sinking deeper into my bed.
I saw myself in a forest area, I was sat down leaning back onto a tree trunk. There was a river behind me. The wind in the air was strong though, almost like Winter.
I looked up and saw a hooded figure, but I could see his face. I forget the details, but he had a blueish green colour to them. Lovely smile too.
I greeted him, and he walked up to me, smiling. He sat down on a log beside me. He took my hand, then asked what it (meaning eating habits) were all about. I think he was trying to get an understanding of why I do what I do.
I couldn’t answer him, because I didn’t know. This didn’t seem to offend him, instead he smiled and made me look at him. “You’re a pretty girl.” He said.
He made me stand up in fromt of him, letting go of my hand. He looked me up and down before saying “You have parasites.” The next thing I know, there’s a bright, white light covering me. It started at my legs, and abdomen at the same time. It moved up my chest and arms before covering my head. It stayed there for a few minutes, before fading away.
The song pretty hurts was in my head before I left as well. I believe spirits and entities will show us songs as a means to communicate. The one line in it is “It’s the soul that needs the surgery.” Which could be true.
I wish you to stay in this direction you’re beautiful in any way