Neither, I convinced myself by exploring my inner temple during soul dives and seeing my time during reincarnations and between them. I plan to go “home” and resume my duties. I do partially to this day, but more of taking on them fully.
Through my own experience soul diving myself and reliving past life memories and shared personal gnosis.
Once I die I will return to the underworld, to be more specific the infernal nation and resume my duties once I’m home. Incarnating on earth was a vacation for me, I wont be coming back to this planet however.
When the physical body dies , there is still
The other bodies like mental body still alive, there is almost 0 chance that death is the end of your consciousness
Death will hurt. I think the numbers of ppl who die violently or in accidents is like 5 %???The rest of us die from a sort of suffocation. The heart stops, lungs fill up with fluid…Thats a good 95 % of us…Shit’s gonna hurt.
When my time is up, i shall hope I carried out my mission upon Earth effectively enough to become a god. Either bypass death or ritual suicide. I shall have the joy of being the last living human on Earth for brievity, before hallucinations, delusions, and a painful insanity drive me to desire suicide (as madness does occur after prolonged isolation)
I should have fullfilled the requirements to self deify by then (no more commentary) . I will use it to leave the device that projects all reality simulations, manifesting int their abode (the realm of the gods, spirits, etc) as a being who passed from Universe A to B ? This realm for me but a stepping stone within a tireless ambition and rage, used to push me through.
. No place in this realm or theirs feels a welcome, and after death, I will prepare to WAR ONWARD…for nowhere after my physical passing will be home as mentally, nowhere was home in this realm. The breadth of my full ambitions, be not appropriate to share.
Oh I just plan on sticking around for a bit, frighten the crap out of people for shits and giggles. Then after I am bord of that, I will decide what to do next then.