So two days ago I prepared for my first cursing ritual. Gathered the ingredients and lit a black candle.
After a few minutes of doing some breathwork I felt ready to open my eyes and gaze at the flame - the only source of light in the room.
I called upon the darkness to rise from the depths of the underground and fill my vessel. I soaked it up bit by bit. First my feet, then my knees, all the way up until I every cell was filled and my whole body felt like it’s vibrating.
It only took a few minutes until my breathing pattern changed and a firery eye emersed from the flame. Never had that happen before… It looked like a dragon’s eye and it was pulsating rhythmically. With each pulse it grew a little bigger until it started to spawn different symbols and signs that looked like sigils accompanied by a whispering voice in the background which I couldn’t decipher. So beautiful but I wouldn’t be able to draw the sigils now!
Now I tried to figure out what it was, because I didn’t try to evoke a dragon. I called upon the spirits who are surrounding me and willing to support the task at hand. But I couldn’t find anything that explains it.
So my question is: Could anyone point me to some resources that talk about this? Or maybe someone here had a similar experience and could offer an interpretation? Maybe this experience bears no hidden meaning at all?
I’ve seen a dragons eye during meditation before. Wasn’t cursing anyone but working on some shielding. It’s happened twice. I read somewhere that Lucifer will look like a dragons eye sometimes when he connects with you.