A few years ago I was 8 months pregnant with my boys, I came home from a long day and put my baby girl to bed. She was still in her crib and not even one year old. I remember laying down on the couch so exhausted and I remember thinking to myself I shouldn’t fall asleep because I was worried I wouldn’t hear her cry if she woke up. I did end up falling asleep and next thing I remember I’m dreaming (I think I was experiencing sleep paralysis because I have a history with it) that she’s standing in the living room and there’s this huge black shadow man all the way up to the ceiling next to her. It startled me so much I sat up and there she stood! It’s impossible she came out of her crib herself. The bottom of the crib was all the way down and she was wearing a sleeping bag. You can’t lift your leg when wearing that or even stand up in it, definitely not without pulling yourself up and she was standing in the middle of the room. She couldn’t even walk yet, it’s simply 100% impossible. I’ve told people and I know what they think and they just try to rationalize it but I know there is no way. I wanted there to be a way but there isn’t.
I absolutely freaked the f out. I started grabbing my stuff and I wanted to get out of there asap. I called my then sis in law to pick me up but she didn’t really take me seriously, joking that maybe it was my then husband’s spirit from jail coming over to help in his sleep. I called bs because he didn’t even help when he was there, lol. However she did make a point, whatever that was, it actually tried to help. My baby wasn’t crying so apparently it didnt scare her and I wouldn’t have heard her if she woke up so it helped us. It did scare me very much that it could physically interact with my child. That didn’t feel so good. Back then I was mostly into herbalism and cunning and even more of a novice as I am today in “occulted” matters so I thanked whatever it was, and asked it to please not scare me like that again and I never saw it again.
However starting somewhat over a year later, my kids would always be at a spot near the front door, cooing, laughing, playing while looking at a corner of the ceiling. Like they were interacting with something. First one of the twins, then both, and later all 3 of my children. I never thought much of it. Which I think now is weird because I should have. Somehow I never made the correlation with the tall shadow man I saw that night until today. I also had twice a ladybug infestation around that time, on the outside of the window and they would come in through a ventilation vent, which was odd because I lived on the 8th floor.
I strongly feel there is a connection, I do think it’s weird I kinda “forgot” until today these memories popped up after a meditation I did because someone told me they saw the spirit of a large man and two children in my photo. I’d like to hear what others make of this or what it can be. Thank you.