I have been going through Evoking Eternity, online resources and other grimoires…
Basically I want a spirit that has any speciality that is in the realm of mood, psychological state, brain chemistry etc. Depression runs in my family and it’s very hard to enjoy life sometimes. I believe depression is both genetic and learned. I am determined to defeat it and have a better life…however NOTHING I’ve done has worked, I am not weak, I am not a ‘feel sorry for myself’ person.
Could Belial do this? From what I’ve read altering mental state isn’t his SPECIALTY, but I have the impression his powers are pretty unlimited.
Thank you in advance for any advice. It’s very appreciated!