I saw this question when this was posted, 12 days ago, and since that day I’ve wondered about my own end game. In the physical world and magickally.
Seeing this question made me ask myself why I chose to incarnate here. I’ve had gnosis that this is not my 1st life here, and not the last but each time I died, I was asked if I wished to be born again, and I said yes. Why? Because the world is beautiful! The little things, butterflies, nature, art! Then I come back to reality and see how crappy society can be and again question myself.
I already know the answer, but I keep asking it.
So I thought long and hard about it. Immortality or ascension in general didn’t really charm me, I couldn’t understand why I would want to be immortal but today it has been cleared up.
In my real life, I wish to live it the way I want it. I want to be happy and indulge, romanticize my life as someone mentioned because with everything I’ve uncovered about my past lives they weren’t too pleasent. I want to reap the plants my past self sowed, while also planting seeds for my future self (if soul me decided to incarnate again). I want to be happy, live a merry life with a partner and write books, and make art and travel and help other people. Simply put- I want to make a difference in this world. Maybe make an oracle deck too…I already have a few ideas and designs in mind.
Magickally, I want to grow strong. I want to work and gain and learn skills that will help me and the ones around me. And currently I also feel like breaking through the reincarnation cycle and travel around the different planes. Why be restricted to one plane when there are multiple? I want to work till I’ve reached the point I need to reach to do that. I’m still young, I have my whole life ahead of me. It took me quite some time to make myself understand that the people I go starry eyes at are also practitioners who’ve been practicing for decades. If I do get a patron/matron in the long run, I honestly wouldn’t mind joining them after I die. It’s still a long way to go, so I’ll save that part for when it’s necessary ^^.
