Hello people, I need an advice… or opinion. My partner was interested in magic, spirituality and esotericism to protect himself because two of his exs made him a curse and he and his parents had a very bad time, in fact I made him a smoke cleanse twice in his old house and his new house.
In February I made a spell with him, invented by me, to protect our relationship because there was a lot of bad vibe from others toward us… thanks to that the intensity of that bad energy fell, we took it with humor that “it seemed like a lighting would fall upon us”. Months ago, I cast a spell to protect him directly; it is with an amulet, which he has in his bedroom.
He looked interested in potions, elixirs, runes, sigils and contacting demons for knowledge… Things I was going to teach him, I was very excited about having him as a partner in these things and that someone understood my taste in these things, I started on these things to protect those I love because I also suffered curses years ago with my parents…
Days ago, he said that these things now “went against his principles”; I told him I understood his decision but in a few days, I felt… Sad about it?
I told a friend and he told me not to feel selfish or sad, that I saw my boyfriend as my partner in these things. ” he may be afraid or is temporary thinking”, my friend also finds him attitude weird.
Yesterday with my boyfriend, we talked about trust issues and so, he made me understand at a time that he was afraid that I would make him a curse or report him for some false accusations online since two of his partners acted the same… (Virtual denunciations I mean that his exs invented things about him being innocent).
I did not force him to like these things, he said he “wanted to learn” but he did not do much on his side either.
I was sad a few days, my friend said I might have taken it as a love disappointment, but I think “love disappointment,” sounds exaggerated. What do you think? I had an ex years ago that when he realized my tastes (without telling him, it was because he found something about Buddhism teachings and practice written in a notebook in my room) he laughed at me all the time… at least my current boyfriend isn’t like that.
I worry that he behaves upset and I am surprised that now… he is
afraid of me?.