So for the past few months I have been trying to get back a past lover. It hasn’t really worked out though. It seems to come in waves. I will do a spell or an invocation or an evocation. I then for the most part forget about it. Then a few days or a week weeks later I am reminded of it, realize nothing has happened, and then try a different tactic. I have only had one other manisfestion of a spirit before this event but that’s a story for another time.
So my new plan was to try to contact a spirit in the astral because trying to evoke one in the physical hasn’t worked. So I was trying to soul travel but I was unsuccessful until a few days ago.
So I was in my bed trying to get to the crossroads and then out of nowhere I feel like I am being pulled into somewhere. I would say it was a dream but this felt WAY TOO REAL to be a dream. So I enter wherever I was I believe it was the crossroads ??? Anyways right when I get there what I see standing there was a naked woman who was very beautiful. I don’t know her name because I forgot to ask. Anyways, the conversation went like this:
Her: “So I see you are having trouble winning the heart of ______ again”
Me: “Yes, I have”
Her: “Well I can help you out.”
I was foolish for trusting a spirit who’s name I didn’t know but she was friendly and seemed willing to help. So after talking for a while we made a pact saying if she brought her back into me and kept her there she would get offerings and could use our sexual energy. The pact was long and I made sure all loopholes were covered. In the pact I put that I wanted to see manifestations quickly. She agreed and told me I would see a text from her as soon as I woke up. After the conversation I felt like I was being pulled out of there and back into the physical world.
I went straight to my phone.
No text.
So I texted her first.
No response.
It’s been a few days since this happened.
What did I just experience?
Why would a spirit say they will do something and then not follow through?
Or was it just a dream and part of my imagination?
What did I just experience?