So I’m not necessarily claiming to know but I am asking what if?
I hope people don’t get too mad but I’m asking what if?
I came here like many (at least largely in part) over a relationship sort of thing that ended…
Well mine ended a little before it began but…let me just tell you the story… the rather short version of it.
I did a law of attraction technique that I heard other girls say brought them the one. I got a name and about a week or two later I met him. I fell in love with him basically instantly. Which is so weird because that never happens, I imagined us never ended, which never happens. We got each others numbers and we started talking.
Within a very short time I couldn’t sleep for more than a few hours, this lasted for weeks and again this never happens. I started acting really goofy and I lost him, next thing I knew I had a demon.
I tried to get rid of him and ended up here.
I didn’t officially get rid of him until I started calling them. I now talk regularly with many, perhaps too many. I have also contacted a bunch of angels as well.
I finally realized after much more experience that there was many spirits around me during this time I started losing my mind mostly demons, I finally learned they had something to do with it. So I have had many theories, maybe this guy did it too me for some reason, maybe it’s was some abyss crossing experience gone wrong from past lives, or maybe he does magick too and it was revenge for a past life.
I once heard through the grape vine that demons try to split up soul families, what if the demons are trying to purposely split people up to bring us to them? What if? If you recall star wars 3 and how Darth Vader came to be a sith, the loss of love can make a person go kind of mad, then again being in love can make a person go kind of mad, does love or lack there of make you soften or harden or just go crazy?
It’s almost as though I am getting damned because lack of love or even love itself can make me a bit crazy, long enough with out it few wouldn’t really.
Hey if you want love back and want to use magick to get your lover back, you best bet is probably to work on your self. I’ve been thinking maybe make servitors, truly be free with your magick, I feel trapped sometimes, wondering if both the angels and the demons are both working together to try to fulfill the book, a book I don’t really even believe in as a chaos magick monist.
But once again no claim more of a what if?
But people who lose their ex’s do flock here, I guess I would like to ask if any of you have had any strange unexplained experiences around losing your ex?